Phil's Diary Room

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Welcome to the BB House. Here is where you will share all your deepest thought and concerns about the game. This is where Dewie and sometimes myself will ask you personal questions about your position in the game. No one else will be able to see your thoughts (not even America). So feel free to say whatever you want and don't hold anything back.

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HOH #1 Item:

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So I'm just gonna go ahead and ask everyone a few questions to get this thing going. I am going make these as close to the real BB diary rooms as possible so feel free to go as in depth as you want with your answers.

1. What are you thinking for this first HOH? Do you plan on laying low and maybe throwing it or do you plan on going all out to show that you are a force to be reckoned with?

2. What plans do you have as far as alliances go?

3. Who would you like to get rid of first?

[Phil]

With my luck, some idiot will hack into my forum and I'll be caught talking trash about these tards.

1. What are you thinking for this first HOH? Do you plan on laying low and maybe throwing it or do you plan on going all out to show that you are a force to be reckoned with?
-- I'll probably try to keep quiet about my item to see which tool will try to lie and claim they have the duck. Please please I want someone to try to lie about the Duck. IDRGAF about winning, but I'm a little bit insecure with this cast. But yeah anyway, if I win that would be cool but I dunno I don't really care that much about HOHs to be honest. IT'S ALL ABOUT THE VETO! As long as this "back-to-basics" game has vetos...smilesmile

2. What plans do you have as far as alliances go?
-- I still feel like a newbie, and I don't really know which other players are also kind of newbie-ish status. Plus, if anyone had/has pre-game alliances, then they are breaking a core ORG rule and they're dumpid and unfun. And I might get screwed, so... I'll just try to talk to people and see how it goes. *looks to see who 'likes' my posts* I'll start with them. And maybe have a fauxmance with Kaitlyn cuz why not? I won't be the only one.

3. Who would you like to get rid of first?
-- I really don't care. I don't have a target. Maybe I'll find out who America hates so I can become ~AMERICA'S FAVORITE~ But again, with my luck, I'll probably try to align with someone everyone else hates.

[Phil]

LOL I got a message from briqsquad and apparently we made a "NM Alliance" in a chatzy once. Uh...LOL ok... I don't remember this. Must've been from a long-a** time ago. I literally do not remember this conversation. I also had no idea briq lived in New Mexico. Shows how much I pay attention. And, uh, I don't even live in New Mexico anymore, soooooooo..... #awkward

But...he's got my attention now. I'll roll with this for a while. BUT APPARENTLY I CAN MAKE PRE-GAME ALLIANCES WITHOUT EVEN KNOWING IT.

[Phil]

The first person I actually messaged was Jhonmarco cuz he's like the only other person I remember talking to. Like after Survivor Japan ended we had this group convo with someone else. But anyway, we got along after that, so when I saw him in the game I thought I'd message him right away. I was like, "yeah you're the only other person I've actually talked to", and then I get this message from briq in which he says we've apparently talked before. lulz. Anyway. Jhon kindasorta hinted at an alliance possibility so I just threw it out there that I'm interested. See where it goes.

If anything, I've got two people who hopefully I can work with in some capacity and get info about other players. Yeah maybe I'll just sorta lie low for a bit and try to get some info out of people about the cast. Try to see if I can suss out any pre-game alliances, or if anyone offers up any info about who knows who blah blah blah. I want to try to find out who wants to win HOH, and work with them to help them win HOH, talk to them, be social with them, and make it seem like I wanna work with them. Ride out the first week by sucking up to the person who wants to be in power and get my bearings.

[Phil]

Jhonmarco: "definitely i'm game for that lol, there have definitely been cliques and such, but I'll try to fight for you and such. I can say right now your name hasn't come up"

LOL so basically there is already an alliance and he's in it, and he'll try to make sure that his alliance doesn't bring my name up, and that so far, they haven't done so yet. LOL LOL LOL. I mean....right? So...now's the perfect opportunity to figure out who else might be in his alliance, LOL. Time for my follow up question about if he knows if anyone is trying to win HOH right now, and if so, I'm willing to share my item for safety. HOPEFULLY he falls into my trap and gives me a name (rather than being like, oh yeah I'm trying for it). I need him to inadvertently reveal who he's working with...

[Phil]

Briq said he talked to Vova about the challenge..soo... mental note (and actual note in my confessional): they are working together probably. Ok.

I guess I can keep a list of what I know:

Briq - Envelope
Kaitlyn - Dino suit

Interestingly Jhonmarco hasn't revealed his item, nor has he asked for mine even though we're talking about the challenge. This alliance is going very well. Not.

P.S. I guess I should stop making so many posts in my DR. People are gonna think I'm doing some sh*t.

[Dewie890]

Mar 14, 2015 20:47:46 GMT -5 Phil said:

With my luck, some idiot will hack into my forum and I'll be caught talking trash about these tards.

1. What are you thinking for this first HOH? Do you plan on laying low and maybe throwing it or do you plan on going all out to show that you are a force to be reckoned with?
-- I'll probably try to keep quiet about my item to see which tool will try to lie and claim they have the duck. Please please I want someone to try to lie about the Duck. IDRGAF about winning, but I'm a little bit insecure with this cast. But yeah anyway, if I win that would be cool but I dunno I don't really care that much about HOHs to be honest. IT'S ALL ABOUT THE VETO! As long as this "back-to-basics" game has vetos...smilesmile

We have vetoes Phillip

[Phil]

Update: I'm in a three man alliance with James and Briq right now. James told me he's going for the HOH comp. my strategy right now is to find out who's going for the comp, help them win, and be safe. And since we were an alliance before I found out he was going for it, it helps. Not sure if this is the best long term option for me yet, but this is what I'm going with. I'll try to get info for him to win it and see where this goes from here.

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1. What do you think about James winning HOH? Did you expect him to win?

2. Do you feel safe in this upcoming nomination?

3. Are there any possible targets you want out differently since james won?

[Phil]

1. What do you think about James winning HOH? Did you expect him to win?
-- Yes I expected him to win which is why I didn't submit a full list in this HOH. He sent me his list, and I think he was missing a few that I had. I mighta had a shot at winning, but I knew he wanted it so I only submitted four. LOL. And it landed me at the bottom. I threw it too hard. I swear to god if he tries to make me a pawn cuz I scored the lowest (aside from Lizzie *cough cough cough*.) More on that in the next question.

2. Do you feel safe in this upcoming nomination?
-- Yes, because James's target is apparently Kaitlyn. I'm in a three way alliance with James and Briq, even though they are obviously way closer to eachother than they are to me. But ima smilesmile and just #gowithit. They were both approached by Ricardo and the "Bermuda cast", who pitched them a deal for safety in exchange for a few votes. Theoretically, I should be safe with my ally winning HOH. THAT'S THE WHOLE POINT OF HELPING YOUR ALLY WIN. And then Briq says he might bring up my name as a suggestion for a pawn? UUUUH LOL NOPE BUDDY NOPE NOPE NOPE NOPE SORRYBOUTIT NOPE. I will be very clear in this, that I do not want to be a pawn. A good ally should NOT NOT NOT put up his ally as a pawn during week one. Actually, it should hardly happen ever.

James approached me and asked if I was opposed to Kaitlyn being nominated. There was no backstory, and no mention of Alex. So I said, I don't oppose it, but I don't want to vote her out unless there's a good reason to, since I thought his target was Alex. So he shared the story, and now it makes sense, and yeah idrgaf because it's just Kaitlyn. Apparently the whole house wants her gone...which..whatever... I thought this house was a pussy starved hellhole, so idg why they'd wanna vote her out? Who else will they sexually harass over the internet. Let's be real. So, no, do not put me up as a f*cking pawn and I WILL GET LOUT WHAT THE f*ck if it is brought up. I played in a Big Brother game last year on a different board, and I was a pawn for literally five weeks (FIVE WEEKS) until I was evicted. I didn't get to vote for SIX WEEKS (because I was HOH somewhere in there). Being nominated is NOT fun and it is NOT good for an ally to be a pawn. Being nominated makes you a leper. Any idiot knows that. Being nominated automatically changes your relationship with everyone. You can't have a genuine conversation with anyone. I would know. It's *awful*. Its *horrible* to be a pawn, and everyone just be like "don't worry, you're safe" while they go behind your back and actually talk about the pros/cons of voting you out or keeping you. I don't even want to be on anyone's radar. NO. If James asks if I'm ok with being a pawn, I will FO SHO get loud.

3. Are there any possible targets you want out differently since james won?
-- IDRGAF but now anyone but me. I wanted him to target Alex, and now that the "Bermuda" alliance exists, I want them out even more. I also drgaf about Aladmaho for sexually harassing someone online and YM too. It's just dumb.

[Phil]

LOL so Daquan chose me to play in the veto. We'd been chatting a lot since yesterday, and I think we're building something good. We agreed to work together for the first few weeks, and when I heard James wanted to put him up as a pawn against Kaitlyn I was pretty meh about it. I'd rather someone else. James chose Aladmaho to play for him...which.... meh again. Not sure how I feel about Aladmaho, really. I get the sense that James and him are closer than they let on, too. Ugh.

BUT BACK TO KAITLYN, omfg...James must really think I don't want Kaitlyn gone. Like...he straight up asked me if I wanted Kaitlyn on the block and I said no. Because I didn't. And he didn't give me any back story about why he was thinking of Kaitlyn. Now it makes sense, so I support the decision for Kaitlyn to go. Especially over myself or Daquan. I was worried because when I said I didn't want Kaitlyn to go, I started to suspect that Briq/James were discussing putting me up as a pawn, cuz maybe they thought I'd be a vote for Kaitlyn to stay?

And then Daquan chooses me for his veto pick, and James is like "so are you gonna veto Kaitlyn?" WTF. NO. NO. STOP. Plus....why would I veto Kaitlyn if DAQUAN chose me? Then it dawned on me, that maybe Daquan chose me because I sucked it up in the last HOH. WHICH LET ME BE CLEAR I PROBABLY COULD HAVE WON, Jesus. Everyone was throwing it. I guess I just threw it more. And now people think I suck. HOLLA. Veto is my game. I live for the veto.

Buuuuuuut. I'm not sure I'm gonna go for this one. Cuz I'm in the weird predicament of having an ally nominated by another ally. So...do I take off an ally from the block and piss off another (more powerful) ally by making them nom a third person? Or do I play it up to the HOH and put my other ally at risk? Like I said earlier, I'm all about using the Veto to try to get info out of people. Maybe I wanna make people tell me sh*t. Get em worried. I think I'm a wildcard, and that makes people nervous. Which can be a bad thing ... except ... I like it. FEAR ME.

So, we'll see if I decide to go for the veto. I will certainly be trying to beat Kaitlyn. AND Daquan. Because I think if Daquan comes off, I'm potentially gonna go up. So maybe I'll just try for the veto for my own personal safety, and leave it at that. Keeping Daquan on the block wouldn't be such a big deal.

YEAH. I"LL TRY FOR IT.

*TRIES*

*FAILS*

Edit: And now Briq asked me the same damn thing! JESUS CHRIST YOU GUYS. I am ok with Kaitlyn going. I've said it many times over. I DO NOT CARE ABOUT KAITLYN. I feel like this is a test now and that I need to win the veto and not use it on Kaitlyn to prove I am ok with Kaitlyn going. GOD THESE PEOPLE ARE DUMB. I'm gonna pass the test.

[Phil]

I'm suddenly getting all these alliance requests...

Let's see, I've got:

Briq & James
Daquan
Cole
and Jhonmarco & co (who he apparently "set up" for us but hasn't told me about yet, so I have no idea who he's thinking of).

Interesting.

And uh, there's apparently a Bermuda/Tonga alliance. James and Briq actually revealed a lot, maybe inadvertently. I'll try to break it down for myself later. I might be slowly figuring out some of these groups. We'll see.

[Phil]

Alright, real quick: Jhon suggested an alliance between him, me, lizzie, cole, and magnum. LOL ok random but ok. ... allegedly Cole and Lizzie are a part of the Bermuda alliance? Just based on a quick glance of the cast. I'll just have to double check with Briq/James about who's all in the Bermunda/Tonga alliance.

Um anyway, I'm obviously going for it since the more allies the better, amirite?

Also, I realize now that James picked Aladmaho's name randomly, not that he had players choice. The only person who had a choice was Daquan and he chose ME! Of course.

Anyway, I just finished the veto and I think I did well. Something like..close to 7 minutes? I didn't check. I had this strategy where I extracted the frames of the gif in photoshop and compared them to what was given. Hopefully it takes longer to sit through the gif and look for subtle differences than it does to do it my way. If not, oop. And hopefully I didn't make any mistakes. If so, oop.

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1. How do you feel about YM being the replacement nominee?

2. What is your thought process for this vote?

[Phil]

1. I was ok with YM as a nominee. I kinda wanted to vote him out, but I was a lil surprised that James nominated him, just cuz I didn't really think he would. It seems like YM has a lot of friends, so I guess I dunno I didn't think he'd be put up. But yeah I was ok with it. I haven't talked to YM and he annoys me because last time I checked Stone Cold wasn't cast? But anyway.

2. My thought process going into the vote: figure out who everyone's voting for, and go with that. smilesmile. First of all, I tried to make a bunch of one-on-one connections before voting started, so that I could hopefully get some information regarding the vote. I have a few alliances set up, and they're kinda all over the place, and it'll take me a quick minute to figure out which one is legit. Like, Jhon sketches me the f*ck out, but then Briq/James seem to not have faith in me at certain times (concerning whether I'd vote out Kaitlyn etc). Also, James didn't even confer with me about who he wanted to nominated. He just asked if I'd vote out YM. To me, thats a super loaded question. I need some backstory you lil b*tch. I need reasons for why you're asking. But I said yes. Idc. James thinks people are voting out YM. Jhon says people are voting out Daquan. I'm sad, cuz I like Daquan and I know he's probably thirsty for allies.

Honestly, I kinda wanna get Daquan to stay, even though I don't think it'll happen. Because I need allies to do it, and so far most of my allies are voting for Daquan... even...though.....I thought Briq would wanna do what James wants, since we are apparently an alliance? I guess I've learned a lot that its a pretty loose alliance. Also Jhon treats me like a baby, but I guess I'm ok with that. I'd rather him just tell me stuff than not, but I feel like he's just giving me courtesy information so that I do what he wants. So, let it be known, that I'm gonna try to milk Jhon for all he's worth, but I make my own decisons. I think EVERYONE who I'm aligned with thinks I'm gonna be a follower, LOL. LET IT BE KNOWN THAT I AM NOT.

Which is actually why I want Daquan to stay! Like.. if the majority of the house wants Daquan to go right now, and if I think Daquan needs an ally, why wouldn't I want to just try to keep him and have him as an ally and have other people as his enemy. The problem would be not to make enemies myself. But YM hasn't approached me. He doesn't need to, probably. He doesn't need me as a friend or an ally. So, that's why I want to vote him out. Also, the house is basically going against what the HOH wants. TYPICAL. You tell the HOH what he wants to hear, con him into putting someone up, then keep that person and make those two enemeies. OMG YOU GUYS ARE NOT THAT f*ckING CREATIVE.

I doubt I could pull anything off, but tbh I might try. At the very least, my quest is to get information and figure the sh*t out of everyone.

[Phil]

I swear some people don't have any brains. Or they get confused and say the wrong name. James: Vova and Magnum say its 100% Daquan...*lists a bunch of people who are voting for YM*. Like...no.

Pretty sure everyone is lying to James, so he thinks like..Jhon, Kaitlyn, etc are voting for YM ... when ... they've told me (and Daquan) that they're voting Daquan. DAQUAN HAS A BETTER IDEA OF WHO IS VOTING FOR HIM THAN THE f*ckING HOH DOES, PROBABLY.

And I'm gonna drag my vote out as long as I need to, and I'm not gonna hurry thanks to Aladmaho's comment. I will take my sweet time figuring the sh*t out of this dumpid cast.

[Phil]

We got some weird a** alliances up in this game. They're confusing to me so let's see if I can get this straight. I think:

Bermuda: Ricardo, Alex, Cole, Lizzie
Tonga: Briq, Vova, James
Bermuda/Tonga: Ricardo, Alex, Cole, Lizzie, Briq, Vova, James
Jhon's Crew: Jhon, Cole, Lizzie, Phil, Magnum () (not really talked about much). This alliance is probably just a side alliance for everyone to fall back on, lmfao.
NM Alliance: Briq, Phil, James

Oh, then I thought maybe like, Vova/Magnum/YM? No idea where Kaitlyn stands, really. Or Aladmaho.

I dunno maybe I'll have to really just befriend Cole and Lizzie, because they are allegedly in two alliances together, and I'm technically aligned with Cole on the side, and I'm trying to make good with Lizzie as well. They will be like my side-side hoes. My side hoes are Jhon's crew. The alliance I am going more with is Briq/James, but that's probably also just a fall back alliance. Let's be real nobody actually cares about me, probably. Ricardo is workin me hard. But that's ok. I like to talk game. The more I talk, the more others talk. LET IT OUT EVERYONE.

Oh and then of course I have my amazing two-week alliance with Daquan which is failing but as long as it ain't me!

[Phil]

Fine I'll go ahead and vote. I heard what I wanted to hear from the people I wanted to hear from. Cole said he's voting YM. I think Lizzie might too. I don't really care.

I'm voting for YoungMark.

Reason: You haven't talked to me, so it just seems like you don't want my vote. Sorry bout it.

Goodbye messages:
Young Mark: You didn't seem to care about getting my vote so you probably don't even care about this goodbye message.
Daquan: Well, I hope you're not getting this. You're a cool dude and it was nice meeting you. People think you played too hard too fast, but I like that. It was fun while it lasted. Peace!