Phil's Diary Room

[Phil]

People are now saying I'm underrated. Um hell yeah I'm underrated. I'm not stupid. Not completely at least.

Apparently word on the street is YM going. It seemed impossible earlier.tbh I think I have played this round the best I could with the Info I have and the people I'm working with. Honestly if YM goes I am proud. It just seemed impossible before. People were threatening me and I'm like b*tch I am not scared I do what I want.

[Phil]

Good dewie. I'm confused too.

[Dewie890]

Apr 5, 2015 22:37:15 GMT -5 Phil said:

People are now saying I'm underrated. Um hell yeah I'm underrated. I'm not stupid. Not completely at least.

Apparently word on the street is YM going. It seemed impossible earlier.tbh I think I have played this round the best I could with the Info I have and the people I'm working with. Honestly if YM goes I am proud. It just seemed impossible before. People were threatening me and I'm like b*tch I am not scared I do what I want.

Underrated at what? Comps? Or gameplay? If they think you aint good at comps they should go take a look at that survivor Wiki page.. Immunity was going to Phil or Dewie everytime!

[Phil]

Alad said I was underrated and that I'm a beast in comps and he wouldn't be surprised if people start coming after me. Sometimes I can be a huge flop, but I almost beat them all while a poopy toddler slammed a book on my head for the duration of the challenge. So... Uh ok. But yeah I can be a comp flop too. It depends on the day.

[Phil]

And i woulda beat them all if i hadn't been a paragon of justice and fairness and given kaitlyn her win. But again, that tactic was all part of my messy master plan. I prob coulda gotten away with it

[Phil]

Aladmaho: "I thinks it's even worse because you're like a silent killer and no one ever knows what you're gonna do lol"



Well I gotta talk myself outta this one. I'm trying to come off as innocent, and simply open minded to making moves. LOL. I had a plan and I stuck to it and I should be proud of it no matter what happens. But I want people to see that I'm useful, but that I can work *with* them rather than *against* them. Being a strong player is good if people think you'll be on their side. I'm definitely gonna work on aladmaho on this so that he isn't directly threatened by me. You know people are talkin mad sh*t about how I conducted my HOH. They didn't see this one coming. Suckaz.

[Phil]

Kaitlyn: "We were messaging and he literally said to me "I'm going to get the vets out" I don't think he realizes I'm a vet"
Phil: "Uhh lol what is considered a vet? Am I a vet? I've been in two games"
Kaitlyn: "Noooo lol like me ym and magnum have been here forever"
*TWO ROUNDS LATER*
Phil: "I was thinking about nominating aladmaho and YM. But so far everyone I spoke to has defended YM. Why?"
Kaitlyn: "He's a vet. He won't get voted out so it's a waste really"
*NOMINATES KAITLYN & YM*
Kaitlyn: "Literally you're dumb"
*NOMINATES MAGNUM*
*YM IS VOTED OUT 9-0*

[Phil]

"well I predict YM is going to win it since he's the best out of everyone competing for the veto, who are you hoping to send home? I think kaitlyns going home at the end of the day." - Aladmaho

"I can tell you for a fact ym will not go." - James

"I know Mark has allies so I'm not sure if he'd go home. I probably wouldn't take a shot at him this early" - Magnum

*YM is evicted 9-0*

[Phil]

From James:

You're down for voting out Kaitlyn? I think that's where the Alliance is leaning towards.

Which would put us at Me/Vova/Cole/Briq voting her out
and Magnum/John/Lizzie/You unknown

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Confessional: 

sh*t like this pisses me off tbh. Like, even though I made a big move to get rid of someone from a strong alliance and put "my people" more in power, I'm still left in the periphery of the "Alliance". If the "Alliance" consist of James/Vova/Cole/Briq and kindasorta me, then that's weird. I guess my plan is to just keep good one-on-one relationships with as many people as I can. I've been talking a lot still with some of the "unknowns" like Lizzie, and sh*t. I still talk to Jhon and Alad, and Cole (to an extent). Like, Alad seems like an outsider, but also kinda "good" with some of the people like Vova, Briq, etc. But they probably don't care that much about him, idk. I've been talking to him A LOT more, which is ironic since he was the last person in the game that I talked to (besides YM).

I....just....need to keep myself useful to enough individual people so that if they want to deflect on a power alliance, they'll come to me. I think it'll be harder for *me* to come up with a plan to break up the next power alliance. Having Magnum in the game is interesting. We sorrrrrrrrrrrta made a deal when he was HOH and was considering nomming me. He made me a pawn and delivered and I survived in a unanimous vote. I was kiiiiiinnda mad he put me up, but its ok. Then we sorrrrrrrrrta made up and were on good terms with eachother again, until I decided to make a power move against his alliance. But then again, I made him a pawn and I delivered and he survived in a unanimous vote. So we're kinda even.

I'm actually happy he's on the block, cuz then I'd have probably voted him out lolol. Now I can try to rebuild whatever we had going earlier and kinda keep myself outta the limelight for a sec.

Alex drunkenly told me I'm his favorite person in the game. Alad seems to really trust me.

James and Briq, I feel, are kindasorta just stringing me along. Soon, Magnum won't have much of a leg to stand on, I think. Maybe I can just... make myself available.

That's my strategy for now. Just make myself available to whatever moves need to be made. I think I'm kinda balancing whatever group alliances have been made, and now I'm riding it with a bunch of individual relationships and deals. And I think when I decide to break something, I need to just break it and make sure that person leaves the game after they're pissed at me. Like Kaitlyn. LOL

[Phil]

interesting developments.

cole and i are starting to compare notes about how the game is shaping up. we're sort of recognizing that yes we are on the periphery..only marginally included in some of the power players plans.

i think we will start to become closer as the game progresses. i started doing that with alad, and i hope that he genuinely considers me a player he can be close to. not 100% sure yet. i still may just be a backup plan for him. and i may be a backup plan for cole as well. but tbh, i WANT to be peoples back up plans. just as long as i can throw a wrench in the priority plans for people and somehow still get the Betas to come to me to regroup.

i think i sorta did that with my previous HOH. i took a stab at the Alphas, and the Betas were able to regroup and gain some power. there was deffo a shift in power, and now the Betas are sorta of becoming the new alphas. i'm still an underling, so now i have to topple the Betas.

JAMES told cole he wants to nominate me if he wins HOH. JAMES HAS NOT EVEN TOLD ME THIS OR ASKED ME.

to me, the best way to lose my allegiance is to nominate me as a pawn. it means you dont care about me. i nominated magnum as a pawn because i thought he would stay, but also because id idnt care if he left. even if i WANTED him to stay, it benefitted my game if he left

CLEARLY if i leave, it doesnt hurt james's game.

if james nomiantes me even if he swears up and down i'll stay..and even if its unanimous again....... i'll have an excuse to come after him. i am NOT cool with being a pawn. i am NOT cool with surviving unanimously. (although it feels nice). I DONT LIKE IT. I DONT LIKE WHEN PEOPLE KNOW I'LL SURVIVE.

but anyway..i actually LIKE that james gets to make the first move against me. it just gives me a reason to fire back unapologetically

my plan.... stay close with cole. he's sorta like me i think. he knows enough about the other players..but doesnt exactly fit in.... maybe... stay close to alad. get closer to lizzie? pick up the pieces... somehow make a move at some point.

[Phil]

Whoa! Happy alad won. I think I'm good with him. We'll see smilesmile.

Kinda sad kinda happy Lizzie is gone lol. Jury Whoohoo.

[Phil]

Me during comp: *thinks james will win hoh and I'll be safe from noms*

Then cole says james will put me up as pawn

Then I get mad at james

Alad wins comp.

Im happy cuz I think I'm safe from noms

Alad puts me up without talking to me before hand

I get mad at Alad

Briq wins veto and asks if he used it would alad put up james for backdoor

I like that idea cuz I'm still mad at james and would rather vote, but i say "i'd imagine so" 

Briq doesn't wanna use it

I'm sad

I go to james asking for his vote. James says "always". I'm happy.

Alad apologizes and says he'll never nominate me again and has my back 110%.

I trust him cuz why not.

Um yeah I think I could be safe but I also think I could be blindsided. Although Alex is way more of a threat so it makes sense to boot him over me

I'm a nobody who only wins comps by a fluke

I need to survive .

I hope to continue to play this game as an optimistic overgrown child / secret strategic mastermind.

Smilesmile

[Phil]

Lol I'm prob gonna get bounced. No ones talking. Or it really is that straightforward. Or they all lied lulzies.

[Deleted]

1. Who do you think is your biggest competition left in the game?

2. Any idea on who you want to have in the final 2 with you yet?

3. Is there anyone here least deserving to still be competing in the game?

4. Has Lizzie's expulsion put a blow in any of your plans for these upcoming weeks?

[Phil]

1. James
2. No. I should, but no. Maybe Cole.
3. Jhon because I went through the cast list in my head and he was the last person I thought of. I was happy and then I realized there was another person I still needed to beat. Ugh.
4. Yes and no. She would have been an easy nom, and I may have naively gone through this week without thinking much of anything. It snapped me back to reality and made me remember why I hate everyone.

[Phil]

Oh, and I was hoping I'd get at least one vote. If I can find out who it was, then I can target them.

I actually talked to everyone except for Magnum (on purpose). And I'm kind of hoping it comes out that one of the people I talked to voted for me, trolol.

[Phil]

LOL! So I didnt win anything in the comp. I put 100 units on Box 1.

Now people are asking me what I won, and I'm like..."nothing!" and Coles like "you can tell me if you got anything" etc etc. I"M LIKE I DONT HAVE ANYTHING.

EITHER I DID THE COMP WRONG OR SOMEONE ELSE GOT THE BOX OR NO ONE GOT IT OR ALEX GOT IT I DUNNO.

[Dewie890]

O phil damn, thats my bad haha.. I didnt record your bid on my excel sheet for some reason.. hold on... I guess even the greats make mistakes haha


You have won mystery box #1!



Now remember, it could be a good thing, could be a punishment, could be Cole's underwear... so now decide.

Would you like to open it?

[Dewie890]

Also if you would like me to make some kind of an announcement that I made a mistake I will, or if you just wanna roll with it that is fine too.

[Phil]

i'll open it.

also i'll decide after if i wanna share HAHAHA. i already told everyone i got nothing.