Your Confessional

[Nate]

This will be your confessional for the entire season. Nobody but you and the moderators will be able to see this thread, unless you give away your password.

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Please post in your confessionals at least once a round, preferably more. If you fail to post the minimum amount of confessionals after 3 warnings, you will be removed from the game.

You may either post in here the entire time, or you can make a thread for each week, etc. whatever works best for you.

Have fun and please be as dramatic and mean as possible.

Love (hate),
Nate Probst

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I will win

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I needed that to be the first that I make

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but I am soooooooooo excited to be back. I love this game and how it's run and I am ready to run this game like nobody has before.

I can see this game going a few ways for me. I am either targeted early, or I get on the wrong side at a swap, or I dominate this game til the end like Boston Rob did, but I actually win.

I want to play this game a little more UTR, not appear as a huge threat, and really work on my social game so that people feel connected to me and won't want to vote me out. Early on I am already being a little bit bigger than I want to be, but I need to be to get the numbers early and you know what, it's a forum game, so I have no problem playing balls to the wall and really going all out.

For now, I am just trying to give off the vibe of someone who's not a site reg, but is loyal and a fun college kid who's just looking to make connections. In reality, I am an evil mastermind who's already running this game and will continue to

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So here's my connections for now.

I have the Tongan Mafia 2.0, with me james briq bryan and vova. I trust them, I really do. Vova and I cooled things over, although we want people to think that there are bad feelings, bryan is just so nice, briq and I are really connecting, and James is my boy who I am loyal to like nobody else

Then I have a random big three alliance with cole and enchilada. Ench started it and they think it's a main alliance but I am just using it for now, not sure how far I will stick with it but we'll see.

I've also spoken with Stan. He seems to be a ringleader so wanted to get on his good side, and I seem to have done that, nobody will expect our alliance

then I have Alex and Ricardo because of a possible Tongan-Bermuda big alliance, but we'll see... I am connecting well with them and can use them later in the game, I want to stay in touch with everyone throughout the game, and keep a pulse of the game and always know what is happening

Then I really like the position I am in with the Strategy tribe. Briq and I are a cool, and Ench and I are cool, and Ench and Briq are too, so we are a core 3 looking for a fourth, I reached out to the other 3 as a fun loving clearhead just looking to introduce myself, but really I am trying to connect with and control everyone. Outlast seems cool and hopefully he trusts me. I want a fourth so that we can split the vote in case of a HII.

As of now, I am in a good position, within my tribe and have plenty of allies for a swap, get ready for the season of my domination

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I am so glad to be back and I can't wait to dominate this game, I will win, I'll say that now

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I'm giving myself winner quotes throughout the game lol

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alright, I'm out, don't want people thinking I have too much to say in confessionals

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I now have reached out to Jamie and she wants to be allies, but I don't trust her at all and want her to be the first to go, I just want to be on everyone's good side

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I keep saying like "I am just saying random sh*t in confessionals" so they don't think i am strategizing hard already but I am... I keep talking with Briq, Ench, cole, ken, outlast, alex, ricardo, stan ,etc don't want them to forget about me... Kenny just asked me how tight Briq and I are, but not responding yet, don't want him knowing how close we are so I will play it down.... also want to get a 3way message with Briq and ench going but I don't want to be the one to start it because don't want to appear like I am the ringleader, I overstrategize everything, good tribal placement nate

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Now Kenny wants a 3 person alliance between him I and Briq, I will tell him yes for now, doesn't hurt to have allies, but I trust ench more than Kenny for sure... just letting the game come to me at this and sitting back a bit

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they're catching on to my confessionals so goin to make this a big one

-finished our first immunity challenge last night and my back is a little tired from carrying us. The puzzle was kind of confusing but easy once I got the hang of it. Everyone showed up but Jamie and I myself got like 4 of the 7 puzzles, amazing to toot my own horn... briq was good too, the rest were ehh... I hope that our time is enough, otherwise Jamie is the target

-There's a 3 person alliance btwn me briq and ench that is solid and then the 3way between me briq and Kenny but that isn't as offical dnd don't trust him that much.... but better to have as many allies as possible and get people to like me, I am trying to pass the leader role on someone else in both alliances... but briq and I are running the show

- I continue to have a strong social game and constantly check in with everyone, don't want them to forget about me and want them to think i actually like them, but I like nobody, I just love myself.... I try making any connection possible, no matter where someone is from I say that I've been there and love it

-Any information I get from people I keep it down on a google doc, our tribe or elsewhere, I like to know everything that is going on, I want to be the one that knows all that is going on

-I have sub alliances on sub alliances basically, even Jamie who I am targeting first because if theres a swap soon and she's still here I want to be able to work with her going forward if I need her, it's never smart to alienate anyone in this game

-I am thinking of creating a fake story like having a sick sister so I have something to swear on, I am an only child, or saying I am like going thru a lot of self rebirth because I was an alcoholic or some nonsense, so I am using this game as a way to be loyal and good to people.... but its risky, easy to sniff out as a lie, but if it works I can tell anybody anything and they will believe me, I'll see

-I really like Outlast and I think he trusts me but I don't know, hopefully he recognizes how good in challenges I am, don't want to make anything official with like him and Briq because I don't know who's running back to who.

-I do trust Ench and have multiple alliances with him in it, but I am bit weary of him, He snapped at JC at the challenge and seems to have a bad temper, so I definitely have to keep that in mind, don't want to say anything that will throw him off, so I am just feeding his ego and telling him how wrong JC was... it's all abt telling people what they want to hear.

-Basically I am jsut goin to continue talking with people and getting reads on them and making them think I am with them, I can never let my guard down

-I feel like I'm in a good spot early on, which is impressive considering I am not a site regular, and why my gameplay trumps most everyone, I am running the game it seems but I thought that last time, so I have to be more self aware and always think of everyone's different agenda. There's 24 different agendas, Survivor is about convincing other ppl that your agendas match up and are best for one another.

-That is it for now

.... come on Nate, does anyone else give you confessionals like this?

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a little surprised that we came in last by so much but not too worried. Have solid numbers, essentially everyone thinks I'm on their side. Briq and I, and Ench to an extent will control the vote tonight. Kenny made it official by making a 3way chat with me and briq and he's down to vote Jamie too, I don't think he's playing us, he seems in to this alliance. I also messaged OUtlast to see where his head is at without mentioning a name, and same with Jamie. I am a little concerned about the idol but odds are she doesn't have it, and if we split votes on someone else we will alienate them, I am messaging her and feeling her out, as long as I don't get the vibe she's voting for me I am fine voting for her because in the off chance she has the idol it won't be me, If i feel really confident that we have all the votes but her, I may throw my vote at someone else like Kenny or Outlast just to assure a 1-1 tie if there is an idol she plays but probably unnecessary

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so the vote is for Jamie, but apparently she's gunning for me. Kind of sucks because if she plays an idol I'm done and because I am already being targeted but I feel confident we'll have the votes. Briq and Ench are good, and Kenny said he voted for her and Outlast says he will. I would throw my vote at someone else in case she has an idol but just in case she has two people with her I won't do it.... This b*tch is going to learn don't mess with the f*cking King

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Glad to see the tribe stuck together and got Jamie out. She came at the King and learned from it. Looks like I really do have all the numbers on my side. Also kind of funny thst she said how she knew she can't trust briq Kenny and ench. Talk abt bitter but also lol that she did not mention me when I made the push to vote her out and am the one running this game.... Outlast or Kenny will be next, I trust Outlast more I think or at least I think he is less of a threat but Kenny does seem really into the alliance with me Briq and him so I don't know have to decide who I can trust more when the tribes swap or are merged or whatever. I trust Ench but recognize he's a little bit of a loose canon but I have him in two 3 way alliances one with briq and one with cole. Briq I will have either way but if I vote out ench I also lose cole so not a good move to lose two allies 


there's 12 people I'm connected with counting myself 
me
james- best ally
briq- looking like 2nd
bryan- mafia 
vova- mafia
ench
cole
stan
kenny
outlast
alex
ricardo- really like him he checks in with me a lot 

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I just told the Tongan Mafia about how great it would be if we were f5 and proved that the tongan mafia (2.0) is the greatest alliance ever, it's true that it would be, but really I just want to brainwash all them into believing it so that they won't betray me, and I can get them before they get me...not that I am necessarily planning to betray them, but they've betrayed me in the past so have to be ahead of the game

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Alright so here's the gameplan after another bad tribal loss. 

It was really between Kenny and Outlast but we're deciding it's Outlast because well that is what Kenny and Ench say and Briq and I don't want to argue with them so why stir the pot.

Kenny said it in the 3way message with me him and briq, and ench said it in the 3 way message with me and briq, Kenny thought it was between ench and outlast, but in reality it's between kenny and outlast but the main 3way me briq and ench decided Outlast over Kenny

I personally wasn't sure that I wanted Outlast gone, I have connected with him more personally than I have with kenny and I feel like Kenny is a bigger threat than Outlast but a few people have said Outlast has more friends on the other side, and Kenny does seem to trust Briq and I so I'm fine keeping Kenny and maintaining the two 3way alliances with me and briq at the center of them both. 

We're leading Outlast to believe he's the swing vote and that Kenny and I are voting for Ench and that Briq and Ench are voting for Kenny, in reality we're all 4 voting for Outlast, and he'll probably vote for ench because he told me that only Kenny and I really talk to him, and the 4 of us will vote Outlast. Unless he plays an idol, he's gone. If he does Ench is gone, and he realized that so wouldn't surprise me if he throws a vote at Kenny or something, so it 3-1-1, I don't know, we'll see, could seal his own fate if he does that and doesn't run it by us.

I don't mind going to tribal when I think I'm safe, I think I am tonight but you never know, but it sucks bec like I said of the 22 left theres 12 I can count on, there will only be 11 after this, I am losing someone I trust but o well, we need to pick it up in challenges. 

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Outlast is gone and it all went as expected. But I don't like i feel bad for him really nice guy. I'm growing a conscious have to get rid of it

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me during that challenge

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I hope that my challenger performance the other day did not put a huge target on my back, I am trying to stay UTR, but other than that

was glad to Lizzie went home, not someone I know at all and protected my allies on that tribe in Cole, Vova, and Stan

Hoping we don't have to go tribal this time with the double elim, but if it is it will probably be Kenny

Cole has been messaging in the group with me and ench and saying that we should consider bringing in Briq and Stan, and I just said sounds good, I'm tight with all them so that could be another bigger alliance I have along with the mafia, just letting the game come to me

I now have 11/20 people left that I'm good with (counting myself), so more than half, hopefully two more leave next than I"m not good with and it's 11/18, I expect a swap coming after this double elim