Confessionals

[Jacob]

I'm excited for this challenge, it seems fun

I don't know what exactly it will involve, but the first part is right up my alley. I trust my memory more than anything, and I always get perfect scores when I play along with the Before or After competitions on Big Brother The second part eh, that's the part I'm worried about. Faces aren't things I'm good at, I'm bad at recognizing people and stuff. And the 3rd part, well I'll know whichever quote sounds crazy is Lizzie, Joey probably sounds cool, Ricardo probably sounds smart. IDK i'm freakin out tbh man, I really just wanna do the first part lol

[Jacob]

*cue the post-challenge beating myself up*

Part 1: Ok I was expecting to do better at that part, but some of those were hard. I couldn't remember if Coyle quit after Ricardo/Hanna went against each other in the log roll...I'm just proud of myself for even knowing that it happened during the same challenge. And like I'm sure Tyler S joining the cast would have to be the first thing...? Who knows though. And the 3rd idol I'm assuming was the merge idol because each tribe had an idol hidden premerge, but what if it was the exile idol??? I went back and forth on that for a few seconds before just going with my gut, the exile idol was a big mystery to me the whole game but UGH it was probably the right answer.

Part 2: I'm not even gonna beat myself up for this, I knew it would be bad. Like I can never even recognize actors and actresses that I know when I'm watching a movie, my mom always has to tell me like THATS (insert name here) ARE YOU DUMB? so when it's like multiple faces at once i'm even worse SO YEAH that was fun

Part 3: There were a few that I was unsure of, but I kind of just went with my gut. I'd never really talked to Kyle or Robby, so those were hard. I figured the 2 nicest ones were Ricardo, the 2 meanest ones were Lizzie, and Joey was a big threat and seemed like the only one who would use the word ORG but idk maybe i'm wrong about him too.

Maybe everyone else will struggle with this too, like I think it's meant to be hard??? We'll see

[Jacob]

Yayyyyy immunity again<3 It's been too long, I was starting to forget what winning felt like. I'm in the final 3 now like what? One challenge and tribal away from making it to the end!

This vote should be relatively straightforward, it'll either be 3-1 or 2-2. Brett and I are voting for Hanna, Hanna is voting for Brett, and Jeffrey IDK. I'm gonna try to convince him that voting out Hanna is in the best interest of us making it to the end together...Brett is easier to beat in immunity, so either Jeffrey or I will win it. However I think he's a smart kid, and he realizes the same thing that I do. If Brett goes, Jeffrey is guaranteed final 2. I'm not taking Hanna, Hanna's not taking me. While if Hanna goes, nobody's guaranteed anything. So while yes it would be in "our" best interests for Hanna to go, Jeffrey probably has his own best interests in mind too. If anything at least I'll get to witness a tie vote, cross that one off the bucket list.

[Jacob]

Well I wish I could take credit for this, but Jeffrey wants to get rid of Hanna too. He thinks she's a jury threat, so this should realistically be 3-1. Now I just need to try to solidify my f2 with both of them in the event that I lose final immunity...hopefully I'll be sitting pretty in the end soon enough.

[Jacob]

God f*cking JR

He messaged me like right before the votes were read saying I JUST DONT THINK I CAN VOTE HANNA OUT, SHES MY BESTIE LIKE I JUST CANT LOSE A FRIENDSHIP

suck it the f*ck up already. i mean unless his plan is actually to go to the end with her, in which case i hope he loses ))) that's just so f*cking dumb on his part. i'm prayin for my boy brett to win this firemaking if it comes down to it

[Jacob]

Yayyyyyyy Brett! An all Vireo final 3, who would've ever guessed that one? Well I would've after the first merge tribal, but then I wouldn't have once Ricardo left. Then once Joey left I would have again. Then once the vote tied I wouldn't have again. SO basically it's been a roller coaster.

Now I just need to try to get both of them to take me to the end, which is easier said than done. Brett has never actually said he'd take me, but I mean JR just voted him out twice in one night SO that one might be easy. JR might be a little harder now because I've been getting upset with him in private messages, but I've been upset because he was choosing Hanna over me, and I'd never choose anyone over him. So I'm trying to make him think I'm with him and our f2 is still good. Ugh I really just wanna win the final challenge though, challenges have helped me get this far, it would be a shame to have someone else win the most important one.

[Jacob]

And again it seems like shapes and google docs are my weakness. I messed up that part so badly, I've just gotta hope I did well enough on everything else to make up for it. I've got a bad feeling though ://///

[Jacob]

YAY final 2. Everything I've worked for up to this point finally feels validated. Now I'm pretty sure I know who I wanna take to the end, but I'm not sure if I can beat either of them. For a while I've been thinking that Jeffrey is more of a threat, and I still think that. He's definitely got Hanna's vote, and probably some others locked up too. He's made more moves and played a great game strategically and socially. He's more likable than he gives himself credit for, and could easily sway the jury. Brett on the other hand is the question mark...it's always the quiet ones that you've gotta watch out for, so how big of a threat is Brett really? He hasn't pissed anyone off, but he hasn't made the most moves either. He was left out of the Ricardo vote (like me), but also the Lizzie vote. He would be gone if I didn't vote to keep him in the final 4, and I think it would be a good story for us to have been partners in the first challenge and make it all the way to the end. So I feel like my mind is fairly made up, I just hope the jury sees that I have done everything in my power to get here and play a respectable game. It just sucks because voting someone out right before the end is the biggest chance at not getting their vote...Jeffrey will probably be upset and vote for Brett, so I need to make sure i get everyone else.

[Jacob]

How to Lose Survivor 101 starring MEEEEEEEEEEE

At the moment -
Kyle - IDK
Robby - IDK
Ricardo - I WOULD HOPE ME BUT IDK
Lizzie - Brett
Joey - IDK
Hanna - IDK
JR - Brett

I particularly hate how dumb Lizzie is. She just doesn't seem to get how the game works...she thinks she's the queen of strategy and everyone else is an idiot. But I'm the biggest idiot because I actually won challenges? LIKE NO THAT IS NOT LOGICAL. Get over yourself and respect someone else's gameplay, god.

Did I make a mistake...in theory I made the right decision, but with a jury of escaped mental patients, I have no clue

[Jacob]

Oh no people are gonna be able to read this soon, I better start trying to make myself sound nice

No but actually though, I just wanna get some stuff out while I still can without it seeming fake

Brett - you're so nice and easy to talk to about anything, i'll be happy no matter who wins
JR - i really hope you can forgive me sometime in the future, i know it'll take time but i'll wait as long as it takes
Lizzie - i feel like i was meaner to you than i should've been, but hopefully you know it's just a game
Ricardo - my main man, hmu anytime
Robby, Kyle, Joey - I wish I had gotten to know you all better, hopefully we'll see each other around

This game was hella fun, I'm so glad I played it, and now i've gotta go watch the votes being read. Thanks everyone for making this what it was