Confessionals

[Nate]

Speak about what's happening in the game, your strategy, your alliances, your suspicions, etc. 

Nobody can see this except for those with the password, so as long as you don't give out the password to anyone, only you and and the moderators can see this, nobody in the game or the viewers can see this until after the game has ended.

Every few days I will ask questions, but aside from that, speak your mind whenever you have something to say. I want to hear it all.

[Phil]

Thanks! I love confessionals!

First of all I wanna say how pissed I am that I didn't finish the puzzles earlier to attempt to get the hidden immunity idol. Seriously, shorty f*ckin IMed the entire cast and was like "I FOUND THREE PUZZLES" or whatever. I was srsly like sh*t I need to find these damn puzzles and get the idol ASAP. I actually find them pretty quickly and I put two of them together. But then my wrists started hurting (I swear to god I'm getting carpal tunnel, shiiit) and I was really tired. It was like 3am so I was just like ok f*ck it, I can't find the fourth puzzle anyway (I swear it didn't exist, but whatever). So I finished two of the puzzles and realized it was going to go to some website. I get home from work the next day and put together the third puzzle that I had found and realized immediately it was a wordpress site. So I was able to figure out the website without the fourth puzzle anyway, which I was like "UGH I coulda got this last night!". So I rush and rush and thankfully the idol is in the second photo that I look at. I crossed my fingers hoping f*ckin Shorty didn't find it, but OF COURSE someone already found it. TBH I don't think anyone else seriously looked for it so I can only assume he got it. Was really hoping I could get it cuz I don't think anyone knew I was even looking.

Whateeeeeeeever.

[Phil]

I have to say this is the first game I've ever played where the entire cast doesn't have a common IM program to use for messaging. Some people think AIM is old school, but so be it. I've been playing ORGs for 12 years. Please don't make fun of me. Yeah..I've had AIM since 2001. Again, no making fun of me. I'm not even old. ANYWAY but yeah its so weird because like half of the tribe has AIM (CARLEE had it bu then she QUIT). So its like I barely know the other half of my tribe (the ones that don't go on AIM). Seriously Efrain should just get AIM because come on.

Our tribe is bonding a lot on the blast chat we created. Its gonna be hard to stray from that when making decisions. I've tried to reach out to Efrain so hopefully we can keep in touch. I had to LOL though, like, we were talking about how we weren't sure if Efrain had done the challenge. Shorty was like "we can ask Nate if he did it". I'm just like...uh.. OR WE COULD ASK EFRAIN OURSELVES. He IS part of our tribe after all. :

Today I learned that Sean is from Australia and it's really cool! He seems like a good guy. I know GabeBabe from FGC, but I've never played with him. I also know Christopher (Buddy) from FGC and other series we've played in on Yuku. I'm pretty sure we've been in a game together before but it was probably a few years ago. I don't know him well, but I've definitely known of him for a few years. He's hilarious. I've gravitated more towards Gabe and Buddy because I'm familiar with them. BUT I JOINED THIS GAME BECAUSE I WANTED TO PLAY WITH PEOPLE IVE NEVER MET LOL. Oh, also, I know Gabriela from Yuku. I don't think she knows me, but I viewed a game she was in.

Shorty is ok. Honestly of all the people I've talked to, something is weird between us. I'm not sure what it is. He's sorta snarky, but it seems very out of place and I just can't quite figure out what he's all about. I also think he became a bit uncomfortable in a recent tribe chat because Chris and Gabe are very OTT homo and he's ultraconservative Republican. Like....who cares..this is a game..go with the flow. Act like you care. I'm a f*ckin 27 year old straight dude but I will throw around the "<3333" like its nobodies business just so I can fit in. I am so unlike all these people but I don't even cayur. I try. I've been playing these games long enough to know how to act around certain people so hopefully I can fit in even though my real life is just way different.

Anyway, I hope to be able to connect with some of these randos that aren't on AIM. But maybe I will try to get to know Sean more because he seems like a cool guy and I don't know him, and I can fanboy about Australia and maybe he will like me because of that, even though I've never gotten over to WA. I'll choose a random ally and hopefully just go with it. But for now, I'll probably gravitate towards the AIM crew, and maybe Buddy and Gabe because its easy for me to approach them. But I think I will be careful with Gabe and Shorty for sure. Gabriela is cool, but I kept making jokes with Gabe that Gabriela and Shorty made a #JesusAlliance. I think I'd definitely be able to have more serious conversations with Buddy about strategy, but I also worry that he and Gabe will grow close. During introductions, they discovered that they live close to eachother and they each go to school in the other's hometown, and its pretty trippy. I found it interesting that no one cared to ask me about where I'm from or what I do or what I'm all about. It was an interesting observation. I like opening up about myself and I like learning about other people. I had an ok chat with Gabe, but I did find it intersting that he didn't seem to care to figure out what I'm all about. Gabe does kind of seem to be into himself a bit, and I think he wants people to like, how do I put this... I don't know..think highly of him. And that is OK. Everyone wants that. I want that, but, do you know what I mean? Oh here I am being catty but what else am I supposed to talk about!?

Anyway peace out.

[Nate]

So what happened with SweetC? Did she leave the AIM chat too?

[Phil]

Well, I really have no idea. She was online and chatted with the tribe once, but I wasn't online. I just saw the messages later. She IMed me but then signed off before I got home so I just got a bunch of offline messages from her. I responded, but then she never responded and we haven't seen her since. I don't get it. She seemed active and enthusiastic. It's so weird.

[Phil]

So who did the BEST out of the ENTIRE CAST on the challenge? OH HAYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Also wtf kind of pathetic troll is Kenny? H8in on buddy like that? b*tches please Buddy aint even goin anywhere so whatever bait game you're playing AINT gonna work!

[Phil]

Alright time for my daily update! Which isn't really a daily but whatever! Finished my portion of the challenge and I'm feeling really good about our tribe's chances. We're up 3-1 right now and Buddy came back with with a come-from-behind win which I'm sure infuriated Ashley! Getting to interact a bit more with the other tribe one-on-one is pretty interesting. They seem like a pretty fun group.

Dewie is pretty chill, and I definitely thought he would be a more formidable contender, LOL. No offense Dewie, but I was real nervous going into my duel. Mostly because I suck at timed sh*t, but I'm pretty confident with my geography skills. I was actually thinking about like offering a random alliance with Dewie in the chat, and then he totally was like "lets work together!". So he wants to work together when the merge comes. I am certainly open to working with Dewie in the future, but I'm not putting a whole lot of stock into this. Firstly because its so early, and secondly he's my competition, and thirdly I don't know jack sh*t about him right now.

He is, however, one of the more prominent players from this board. I certainly haven't done a whole lot of player-stalking, but I keep my eyes open and I'm pretty observant. I guess I'll just try to gauge Dewies relationship with his fellow tribe to figure out how much he could be bullsh*tting me. For all I know, he's in a bad position on his tribe and is looking for an out. Or he's looking for a goat. To be quite frank, I don't give a f*ck right now, but I'm absolutely open to a secret cross-tribal alliance at some point.

But right now I have to concentrate on the game I'm playing on my tribe. I'm in a good position, as far as I can tell. I'm a strong competitor, so I know they value me. As far as alliances, there don't seem to be many solid groups. And if there is, I'm totally not part of one and I'm f*cked, in which case I'd go straight to Dewie, lololol. But I'm part of the AIM group and we seem pretty tight. The "core" of this tribe is definitely Buddy/Gabe/Shorty/Gabriela/Me/Sean. Of those, Sean might be a slight outlier due to his online times, but I like him so I don't think that. But I think decisions will definitely be made on AIM by that group. And I'm a part of it and we're a majority so I do feel safe. Within that group, I can't be sure where people stand. We haven't addressed it as far as I know.

For now I'm just rollin with it. I assume I'm safe, but I think I WILL become a target at the merge. I always do. Gabe knows me well enough to know I am a challenge threat. And Gabe barely knows me at all... I'm proving myself so far with my tribe, but it always gets me in trouble later. I may need someone from the other tribe to deflect to if need be. I'm not saying I'm ready to jump ship, but I play both sides all the damn time. It gets me in trouble, but hey...whatever.

[Phil]

OK honestly the random drama Buddy brings is hilarious. I f*ckin' love him. Like, he gets the other tribe so wound up...it's great. All he has to do is dislike a post or post some random sassy gif, and the favorites unleash a little bit. It's amazing!

Also this Like & Dislike feature is quite entertaining. I don't give a f*ck who dislikes my sh*t, but, I guess I only get likes, so I"M BADASS LIKE THAT I GUESS! But still, its kind of a funny way to take sides in such a passive way. Like, Ashley sort of sucks up to the fans a bit by liking their stuff. She likes my stuff and Gabes stuff a lot. Maybe we are just really funny to them. But she dislikes Kenny's stuff. I DUNNO ITS WEIRD.

But speaking of sucking up, the Sonkei tribe gets this really weird PM from Ashley. And its just like "Congrats guys!" or whatever. Totally innocuous, but also completely pointless. Because if you want to congratulate us all, just post in the thread, lol. Why PM us like that? It seems weird. Hey, I don't really care cuz I actually like Ashley from the little bit of interaction we have had so far. I seriously don't know if she's just overly friendly or if it's all game. But to be honest, if its just her being nice, then that's great. But if its her playing the game, then that's awesome. I'll play right back!

Earlier in the game Ashley and I had a small conversation about me being Kaitlyn's boyfriend or whatever. It was a joke for like 30 seconds, but even a small conversation made me "bond" with her in a way. Its so small and trivial, but its more interaction than I've had with other members of the opposing tribe. Aside from my duel with Dewie, of course. So, YEAH it was actually nice hearing from Ashley again even if it was for some random "congratulations". Is it weird that she's pointlessly reaching out to us as a tribe? Kinda. Do I really give a f*ck if I get a congratulations from her or not? ... Not really!

OH, but also in that PM everyone is just like "Thanks, GOOD LUCK AT TRIBAL " Like, just the polite thing you do in a friendly competition. But in my head, I was just like "is this really happening?" AND THEN BUDDY! LOL BUDDY! He f*cking posts this Nicky Minaj gif and is just like "look at this b*tch kissin a**" or whatever. Which made me alol because I was actually thinking the same thing. I just wasn't gonna f*cking say it. And then Ashley is just like "f*ck YOU BUDDY. GUYS VOTE OUT BUDDY FIRST" blah blah blah. LOL.

Hellllllllllno We are not voting out Buddy first! Helllllno. Firstly, NO! I like Buddy. I consider him an ally of mine. Secondly, HELL NO! If you want to vote him out, feel free to do so on your own time and your owwwwwn dollar. We are NOT gonna do your tribe any favors. Like seriously it seems everyone hates Buddy over there. And for the most part, I don't think Buddy REALLY cares that much, but I also think he had sort of a "f*ck them" attitude from the beginning because they were giving him crap about being Colton.

WHO CARES. COLTON ... is... Colton. I've known Colton for years before he ever got on Survivor, and he's a nice kid. He's kind of a f*cked up racist, or at least he used to be. But like, he's nice. The OTT casual Colton-hatred is pretty triflin' tbqh. But like, some people hated Buddy just because he was repping Colton. Low blow y'all! Buddy is wonderful.

But lemme get back to my point about NOT voting out Buddy. I think I was on my "thirdly": Thirdly, NO! If y'all wanna vote out Buddy, I need him as a shield! In a tribe swap or merge, if y'all hate Buddy so much, I'd rather you try to target him instead of me! Buddy has become way more useful to me now, knowing that he is maligned by the opposition. Or he may just be my F2 goat! I mean, I seriously wouldn't mind going to the F2 with Buddy ANYWAY, but if y'all hate him so much, it seems more of an attractive prospect. DUH.

Anyway, so oh yeah. No to voting out Buddy. But yes to fostering some relationship with Ashley. I'm gonna be looking for inroads at some point. I'm not playing this game for the fans tribe. Like, I want the fans to WIN and kick the favorites asses, because I think they legit thought we were newbies and/or actually stupid. But... we're smarter than them and some of us have a lot A LOT of ORG experience. I think Ashley could potentially be a great person I go to in a swap/merge scenario. Along with Dewie....if they get along that is. But I don't really care. I'll feel out relationships as I go. At some point maybe I can get some information out of someone. I don't know if we'll learn too much from the favorites first TC.

For some reason I just think that Tre will get voted out. He seems so UTR and I dunno. He lost his duel. Might be a good excuse. I literally don't know anything about him. So, if he gets voted out, then I don't really care. I would NOT like to see Dewie go. In fact I will be pissed if Dewie goes, just because he's one of only two cross-tribal contacts I've made over the course of the game. The other person is Ashley. I care less about Ashley as a player at this moment, but right now she's providing some entertainment value.

OK that's my update. Peace!

[Phil]

So, okay, what the hell? I just found out that Dewie PMed GABRIELA and asked her if I was a trustworthy dude. THAT IS SO RANDOM. Like, is he just choosing random people to message to form an alliance? Like, I understand why he started to talk to me about the game given that we dueled, but like, what reason would Dewie have to want to work with Gabriela? Just randomly. And then to think that like, he would just feel her out to see if she is working with me. Or if she thinks I'm trustworthy. Like, honestly..what?

Okay I have NOTHING against Gabriela right now but we literally do not talk outside of tribal chats. I don't know what in the world Dewie sees that gives him the impression that he can pick two people at random to approach for some future cross-tribal alliance thing. Which isn't even a thing because what's reallllly the point right now?

But like, what the f*ck is Gabriela gonna think if she gets a message from Dewie about me? She didn't even bring it up to me at all, so I'm like "well wtf is she thinking"? To be honest, I think Gabriela is closer to Shorty. And like I mentioned earlier, Shorty and I don't really click right now, so now my brain is churning and I'm thinking that if Gabriela were to talk to anyone about Dewies PM about me, it would be me right? But she hasn't, so...either she mentioned it to no one, or she mentioned it to someone, and maybe she talked to Shorty about it. AND I DONT WANT GABRIELA AND SHORTY TALKING ABOUT ME!

So.... f*ck Dewie. Honestly, that was stupid. REAL DUMB. You don't just choose two random people and attempt to make an alliance or get information out of them. For real. You are dumb. But whatever. Maybe Gabriela literally doesn't think anything of it. But I DONT want her thinking that I'm trying to work with the other tribe. CUZ IM NOT, REALLY. I mean I am kinda, but not really.

But I guess I need to talk to Gabriela about what she thinks about Dewie randomly PMing us. If she trash talks it, then she aint down. If she's open to the idea, well, then that's really awkward because I literally would never have chosen to be in an alliance (or even a f*cking fake alliance whatever this is) with DEWIE and GABRIELA! LOLOL

[Phil]

To be honest, Shorty is so condescending its ridiculous. And I KNOW he doesn't even mean to be like that. But like he was trying to give me tips and stuff about the challenge, and like encouraging me but like DUDE I KNOW HOW TO DO THIS CHALLENGE. I approached this challenge the SAME way as I approached looking for the HII. And its clearly the same approach Shorty used. Like, the Ctrl+F trick is the OLDEST trick in the book, so SHADDAP seriously. And it's taking so much effort to not just say something.

I had to go twice on the challenge because there was an error during my first run. So Nate graciously offered a re-do. And the re-do was WAY HARDER OMG LOL. My time ended up being 8 minutes, WHICH IS ANNOYING BECAUSE SHORTY WAS LIKE "its ok that was my time on my first run". He had an error as well so he got a re-do. Then his second time was 2 minutes something. WHICH IS ANNOYING BECAUSE had there not been a mistake in my first attempt, I would have gotten under 3 minutes, because the correct thread was literally the third thread I checked.

But my re-do had my looking through several threads with 20-30 pages of posts which takes time. I mean I still think I did well given the number of posts I had to go through, but I just wanna scream at Shorty and be like I WOULD HAVE GOTTEN 2-3 MINUTES ON THIS CHALLENGE AND NO I DIDN'T NEED YOUR ADVICE AND NO SHUT UP STOP BEING CONDESCENDING CUZ I KNOW WHAT I'M DOING. I seriously don't care if we lose (BECAUSE WE'RE GOING TO ANYWAY, JOSH), but I don't need this kid like patting me on the back being like "glad I could help." NO. Ew go away.

This kid is a nice kid and I'm just a grumpy prick but HOLY sh*t SHUT UP.

[Phil]

Poor Dewkie is always getting dookied on in the public thread. LEAVE THE DEWD ALONE.

[Phil]

So the reason why I haven't done my next set of confessional questions is because my laptop keyboard is being dumb, and my space bar, enter, and backspace keys don't work. It takes forever for me to type. Also the game thread is blocked at work. Otherwise, I'd just do it there. I will get it done soon, but I'm exhausted just after typing this post.

[Phil]

Dear confessional: My nephew was born today, and his name is NATE!

[Phil]

1. What do you think of Stan being voted out at the last tribal council? Is this good or bad for your game/your tribe?
-- I don't really care. Its good for our tribe because he was a favorite and the favorites need to be voted out.

2. How well do you think your tribe is doing as a cohesive group? Would it be better or worse for your game if the tribes were switched up? How?
-- We're doing ok. I actually don't talk to all my tribe. Like I don't think I've ever spoken to PGcool, oops. I don't really talk to Eaoltis, either. I dunno what to make of it. I really don't have that much of an interest to get to know my tribe, tbh. It's a sucky attitude, but I just don't. I'm more looking forward to a switch up. I think I can learn a bit about the other tribe, and then I could also have motivation to get to know whoever from the fans I'm with on a new tribe. Like, if I'm with PGcool or Eaoltis, then I'll definitely make a bigger effort to get to know them, talk game with them, etc. I'll also be able to talk game with the favorites. So, I think I really want the tribes to be switched up. Because I don't want to lose and have to go to TC with the current tribe of fans. It might be really awkward deciding who to vote out.

3. Right at this moment, who do you think will make it far in this game, and who do you see going home soon? Why?
-- I think I have a good shot at making the merge at least. I think from our tribe, Gabe, Shorty, and Sean have a good chance as well. Buddy may get voted out if he gets switched to a tribe of favorites that hate him. LOL. I don't know enough about the other tribe, but I see Outlast as a solid contender for going far. Don't ask why. 

[Phil]

So I bought a new keyboard so now I can properly type without driving myself crazy. Maybe its time for a much needed confessional from me.

I'll start things off by saying YAY we won Immunity. Lol, "Surprise, b*tch!" to the favorites. LOL Gabe took it home for the fans and YAY.

Second, um, there was a really f*cking random outburst in the AIM Chat the other day.

So..this:

(10:28:29 PM) [Fans Sonkei Tribe]: ([e-mail]) Did you win the fight?
(10:28:29 PM) [Fans Sonkei Tribe]: (makemebelieve242) Sean in our tribe
(10:28:29 PM) [Fans Sonkei Tribe]: (makemebelieve242) is a lying d*ck in another game
(10:28:29 PM) [Fans Sonkei Tribe]: (makemebelieve242) JS
(10:28:29 PM) [Fans Sonkei Tribe]: (makemebelieve242) YK
(10:28:29 PM) [Fans Sonkei Tribe]: (makemebelieve242) Ugh so annoyed right now
(10:28:29 PM) [Fans Sonkei Tribe]: (makemebelieve242) that he is doing this to me
(10:28:29 PM) [Fans Sonkei Tribe]: ([e-mail]) What is he doing to you?
(10:28:29 PM) [Fans Sonkei Tribe]: (sean_js_1993) Lol, for not betraying my alliance and/or going to rocks just cause we're in this game together...
(10:28:29 PM) [Fans Sonkei Tribe]: ([e-mail]) drama lil mama
(10:28:29 PM) [Fans Sonkei Tribe]: (sean_js_1993) I hadn't even made up my mind but he like went off at me and said "f*ck you" lol awks
(10:28:29 PM) [Fans Sonkei Tribe]: (chicaschic8219) i know...he screwed me over too
(10:28:29 PM) [Fans Sonkei Tribe]: (sean_js_1993) lol...we weren't even on the same tribe at the beginning
(10:28:29 PM) [Fans Sonkei Tribe]: (sean_js_1993) And Cirie/Buddy sold you out the minute we swapped
(10:28:29 PM) [Fans Sonkei Tribe]: (chicaschic8219) awkward
(10:28:29 PM) [Fans Sonkei Tribe]: (sean_js_1993) And said how you're aligned with all the girls on Airai like Brianna/Dawson/Parvati
(10:28:29 PM) [Fans Sonkei Tribe]: (sean_js_1993) So blame her if you want
(10:28:29 PM) [Fans Sonkei Tribe]: (chicaschic8219) Brianna and Parvati were never in my alliance
(10:28:29 PM) [Fans Sonkei Tribe]: (sean_js_1993) Well go tell that to her
(10:28:29 PM) [Fans Sonkei Tribe]: (sean_js_1993) She said you're more dangerous than Ciera that's why you should go
(10:28:29 PM) [Fans Sonkei Tribe]: (chicaschic8219) I will
(10:28:29 PM) [Fans Sonkei Tribe]: (sean_js_1993) MakeMeBelieve242Can you PM the boys and tell them we are voting Ami, and Ami is voting Ciera(and make sure she thinks we r just in case so she won use an idol if she has one) do u think they would all be for it? and u can let them know in the PM that I'm voting ami as well?

(10:28:29 PM) [Fans Sonkei Tribe]: (sean_js_1993) Like please, don't be a f*cking hypocrite
(10:28:29 PM) [Fans Sonkei Tribe]: (chicaschic8219) Interesting...I never got wind of that PM
(10:28:29 PM) [Fans Sonkei Tribe]: (sean_js_1993) I never PM anyone...
(10:28:29 PM) [Fans Sonkei Tribe]: (chicaschic8219) I meant IM..lol
(10:28:29 PM) [Fans Sonkei Tribe]: (sean_js_1993) Well the point is Cirie sold you out the second we swapped lol
(10:28:29 PM) [Fans Sonkei Tribe]: (sean_js_1993) And she was the one on your original tribe, not me
(10:28:29 PM) [Fans Sonkei Tribe]: (chicaschic8219) Thanks for letting me know
(10:28:29 PM) [Fans Sonkei Tribe]: (chicaschic8219) You could've at least given me a heads up so I wouldn't have wasted my vote
(10:28:29 PM) [Fans Sonkei Tribe]: (sean_js_1993) MakeMeBelieve242ami had brianna/parv/dawson with her 100% so i was just going along with it, i think they were a group of 4 LOL

(10:28:29 PM) [Fans Sonkei Tribe]: (chicaschic8219) And idk why she was so concerned if I told her I didn't have the idol, so it's not like I could've saved myself
(10:28:29 PM) [Fans Sonkei Tribe]: (chicaschic8219) And I remember telling you I didn't have the idol either
(10:28:29 PM) [Fans Sonkei Tribe]: (sean_js_1993) Idk :/ It's not just me
(10:28:29 PM) [Fans Sonkei Tribe]: (sean_js_1993) Do you like Ami?MakeMeBelieve242Yeah I think merge is at 10 as well :-DI never really talk much with her, lola. she is kind of boring
(10:28:29 PM) [Fans Sonkei Tribe]: (sean_js_1993) but i didn't want to ever piss her or the other girls off.

(10:28:29 PM) [Fans Sonkei Tribe]: (chicaschic8219) What a liar...I made sure to tell her everything that was going on in our tribe
(10:28:29 PM) [Fans Sonkei Tribe]: (sean_js_1993) So who would you prefer to leave between Ciera and Ami?MakeMeBelieve242I think Ami leaving might be long-term bette.rEven though Ciera is pissed with me, she had no power over there.Dec 31, 2013 12:57 PM
(10:28:30 PM) [Fans Sonkei Tribe]: (sean_js_1993) MakeMeBelieve242And could be used as a vote, ya know? whereas ami has those girls if she ever made it to the merge with them

(10:28:30 PM) [Fans Sonkei Tribe]: (sean_js_1993) So that's all for now...see I'm not the liar here
(10:28:30 PM) [Fans Sonkei Tribe]: (chicaschic8219) I see...and this was after I told her that she was in my final 3
(10:28:30 PM) [Fans Sonkei Tribe]: (sean_js_1993) :/
(10:28:30 PM) [Fans Sonkei Tribe]: (makemebelieve242) wtf sean
(10:28:30 PM) [Fans Sonkei Tribe]: (makemebelieve242) sean_js_1993: (8:15:40 PM)Pete wants you out, and Ami does too. So we have to vote for Ami with Cier
sean_js_1993: (8:15:45 PM)to keep you around
sean_js_1993: (8:15:52 PM)Unless you have an idol?
sean_js_1993: (8:15:56 PM)are you okay with voting ami to keep yourself in?
(10:28:30 PM) [Fans Sonkei Tribe]: (makemebelieve242) MakeMeBelieve242: (8:15:59 PM)Ami wants me out whatt that b*tch?
sean_js_1993: (8:16:14 PM)Ok so we vote Ami?
MakeMeBelieve242: (8:16:28 PM)yeah if all the boys r down for it, ciera should be and i am
(10:28:30 PM) [Fans Sonkei Tribe]: ([e-mail]) So josh was voted out. Who voted for ovin?
(10:28:30 PM) [Fans Sonkei Tribe]: (makemebelieve242) Probaly Sean, he is a two timing snake
(10:28:30 PM) [Fans Sonkei Tribe]: (makemebelieve242) of a liar
(10:28:30 PM) [Fans Sonkei Tribe]: (sean_js_1993) Lol, way to make up a conversation
(10:28:30 PM) [Fans Sonkei Tribe]: (sean_js_1993) When did this happen? what day??
(10:28:30 PM) [Fans Sonkei Tribe]: ([e-mail]) Guys can we keep our games separate please?
(10:28:30 PM) [Fans Sonkei Tribe]: (makemebelieve242) yeah
(10:28:30 PM) [Fans Sonkei Tribe]: (makemebelieve242) ill stop
(10:28:30 PM) [Fans Sonkei Tribe]: (chicaschic8219) Sorry Kody...next time I'll take it to a private conversation
(10:28:30 PM) [Fans Sonkei Tribe]: (makemebelieve242) it just really hurt to be betrayed
(10:28:30 PM) [Fans Sonkei Tribe]: (sean_js_1993) Why did you take two hours to show that convo?? lol
(10:28:30 PM) [Fans Sonkei Tribe]: (makemebelieve242) sorry for moving it into here
(10:28:30 PM) [Fans Sonkei Tribe]: (sean_js_1993) if you copied and pasted it you wouldve done it straight away
(10:28:30 PM) [Fans Sonkei Tribe]: (sean_js_1993) rather than change words around
(10:28:30 PM) [Fans Sonkei Tribe]: (makemebelieve242) I was at a comedy show, sorry that I have a life and my life doesnt involve these games. I don't care about them as much as you do. Obviously.
(10:28:30 PM) [Fans Sonkei Tribe]: (chicaschic8219) And you're not the one who got voted out by who they thought was a close ally
(10:28:30 PM) [Fans Sonkei Tribe]: (sean_js_1993) You're not even telling me what day this supposed conversation happened, hmm interesting
(10:28:30 PM) [Fans Sonkei Tribe]: (sean_js_1993) How did I betray you? Like wtf it's a game, get over it. And we weren't even on the same initial tribe
(10:28:30 PM) [Fans Sonkei Tribe]: (sean_js_1993) You bringing it up here and whinging about it and I'm the one who takes these games too seriously
(10:28:30 PM) [Fans Sonkei Tribe]: (sean_js_1993) ?
(10:28:30 PM) [Fans Sonkei Tribe]: (makemebelieve242) I am not talking about this in here anymore. It isn't fair to everyone in this game that doesnt know the scum you are in the other games.
(10:28:30 PM) [Fans Sonkei Tribe]: (sean_js_1993) You were the one who brought it up lol
(10:28:30 PM) [Fans Sonkei Tribe]: (sean_js_1993) Oh my god get a f*cking life dude
(10:28:30 PM) [Fans Sonkei Tribe]: (sean_js_1993) How did I betray you? We weren't even on the same initial tribe, you just expect me to throw my game away for you just cause we're on the same tribe in this game...moron
(10:28:30 PM) [Fans Sonkei Tribe]: (sean_js_1993) Bye
(10:28:30 PM) [Fans Sonkei Tribe]: (makemebelieve242) YOU MADE THE DEAL WITH ME. YOU APPROACHED ME ABOUT BEING IN BOTH GAMES AND WORKING TOGETHER. GOD
(10:28:30 PM) [Fans Sonkei Tribe]: (makemebelieve242) PRIVATE MSG ME
(10:28:30 PM) [Fans Sonkei Tribe]: (makemebelieve242) GET OUT OF HERE
(10:28:30 PM) [Fans Sonkei Tribe]: (sean_js_1993) Also why were u so shocked at getting votes if I apparently told u you were going to get votes? LOL

OK you don't even need to read that, because tbh I didn't even really read all of it myself. But.....apparently Buddy, Sean, AND Gabriela are all in a separate game together? WTF LOL. So I knew Shorty was in another game right now too, but I had no idea these other children were also in games. And then they randomly brought the drama from that game into this game. SO AWKWARD. But soooo typical. LOL. And you know what I aint even mad. I do not care if they are fighting amongst eachother, lol. I was just telling Ashley how BORING our tribe is. And its true for the most part. Sure we can get sassy with the favorites or whatever, but like, aside from our hatred towards Josh and our hatred towards the favorites, we have nothing going for us in terms of drama.

SO I GUESS BUDDY HATES SEAN. And tbh Gabriela said something but zzzzzzzzzzzz. I didn't care to figure out who's side she's on. But like Gabe and I are just like...LOVING IT. I really dont care if they fight. I was thinking...if we lost.. I would actually want to vote out Gabriela. Actually I think she's a really sweet person and I like her, but I also find her useless and boring. Like... I just do. Sorry. And now that people are fighting, I actually want to keep them around. Buddy for sure needs to stay because the favorites already hate him. But now I'm just kinda worried about Sean going against Buddy. And idgaf what Gabriela does.

I'm also happy that this blew up publicly. Becuase if they were in a different game together and if they were aligning in both games, then I would NOT be having any of it because I wouldn't be in any sort of alliance or whatever. I DONT EVEN HAVE A SOLID ALLIANCE RIGHT NOW, f*ck MY LIFE. Again, I'm waiting for the swap so I can start making for real deals either with the favorites or with some of my fellow fans. But now I'm worried about the prospect of having to choose sides between Buddy and Sean and Gabriela or whateverrrr. DUMB.


But its interesting and I'm so happy there is infighting and that it doesn't involve me. I've been sooooo lazy with my tribe. I haven't been connecting with them at all, and now that I know that THREE of them have been playing TWO games together, I know they've been talking a lot more, so its like..good...I hope it all blows up and lets me get some traction in this game.

[Phil]

I have a feeling this swap is gonna SCREW me. Like, I think it could either be REALLY GOOD or REALLY BAD. I don't really see a middle ground here.

[Phil]

WOW @ SONKEI! WOW! This is AWESOME but actually puts me in a tough spot. Cuz I really like both Ashley and Dewie, and I'd LOVE to work with them. I also feel really attached to the fans who got put on my tribe with me. So if its gonna be hardcore fans vs faves going into this swap, it puts me in a TOUGH position. ESPECIALLY because I think Shorty is gonna try to take the bull by the horns and dictate what happens on this tribe. Like, for some reason I think he has an *actual* problem with Dewie. Like people complained about Dewie while on Sonkei, and tbh I don't get why. But...I just hope they don't try to target Dewie. Otherwise, I might have to be super shady and send info their way and see if they can play an idol and vote out Sean or some sh*t. Like, seriously, if a fan has to go, I may have to throw Sean under the bus. BUT on one hand I'm hoping that Ashley and Dewie have some beef with another fan that they came over with. I think Ashley and Dewie get a long in some capacity, but I'm not sure if they're close, ya know? I don't have an opinion on Kyle or Outlast, but for some reason I really respect them both. Basically if I could hand pick my tribe, it would look A LOT like this.

The fans that I don't really get along with (aside from Buddy) were put in Chie. Like, I don't hate them, but I don't know them really well. This double tribal council is actually really sh*tty because I think we could steamroll the other tribe. I just see Sonkei as far superior to the other tribe. I DUNNO I JUST THINK SO.

[Phil]

So actually this really sucks.

On a personal level, I would absolutely 100% probably rather just go with Ashley and Dewie. Ashley speaks pretty highly of Dewie, so that's good. Maybe they're aligned. I've got working relationships with them, and I'm "working" with them. It's not a HARDCORE solid alliance, but I'm working with them individually. Waiting to see if it will bud into an "official" alliance.

My problem is that I have a solid alliance with my fellow fans, even though they all sorta make me leery. Especially Shorty. I am just ready to vote him out to be quite honest. It bothers me that he bothers me so much. Because he's so nice and he means well and he's not a bad person. I'm just a douche. I just HATE the way he talks to people. I think its just his personality of being so matter-of-fact, but he's always just TELLING you something. Like today:

(6:40:48 PM) locolicious: lol omg i didnt read nates swap post fully. i thought it was a double tribal council and the challenge was for individual immunity. so when he posts the challeng ei'm all confused
(6:40:52 PM) locolicious: but NOW i get it
(6:42:03 PM) Kody Verrett: Yeah we have to do a tribal challenge. Then the winner of that goes into individual immunity
(6:43:10 PM) locolicious: it should just be for immunity :-p
(6:43:15 PM) locolicious: f*ck this double TC sh*t
(6:43:59 PM) Kody Verrett: I think he's doing it because each tribe has a 4-4 split. So doing a double makes it extremely interesting.
(6:44:43 PM) Kody Verrett: At least from nates view. This tribal sets the course for the rest of the pre merge and possibly post merge.

Okay..uh...DUH! You dont need to break.it.down. I understand HOW the swap is set up mechanically and why its interesting, LOL. And I already told you that I understood the process of how immunity is working, so why you gotta break.it.down like that to me again? It's like I can't have a normal conversation without him just telling me things I already know. And then I sorta just play along and have these really boring conversations about how the fans need to stick together, or "I wonder if idols will come into play". Or "OMG DO YOU THINK WE WILL ALL GO TO ROCKS". I dont f*cking care about that sh*t. I don't want to go to rocks, tbqh. He's like "I'd rather lose to rocks than go against my alliance". And sure, yeah, but like I don't want to give up my chance at actually playing a game with people I like in order to keep my boring alliance strong. I'M SERIOUS. I will try hard to make sure it doesn't come down to a tie. Like, I DO NOT want to vote out a fan at the first tribal council, so I'm gonna refuse it. But... maybe I can figure out if one of them has an idol and make some future plans to idol someone out. Like...Shorty. LOL.

But listen y'all. I'm not a traitor. And even though I like Ashley and Dewie, I actually DON'T have any allegiance to them. But in the long run, I don't really feel like I have hardcore allegiance to the fans either. I can't pick out one or two people and be like, yes I wanna go to the end with you. I would actually like to go to the end with Ashley and/or Dewie. Know what I'm sayin? And, I feel like I could actually make a more genuine alliance with those two if they are serious. BUT SHORTY IS SO NICE TO ME. And he was happy that I was on his team. I mean, I'm happy I'm on his team because he's really dedicated and is good at challenges. I think we're gonna have to see which road I choose when we have to seriously talk about Tribal Council.

I haven't had any SERIOUS strategic chats with anyone, really. It's mostly chit chatty strategic stuff. Ya know? So...this is a great tribe, but it's also sh*tty for me who actually enjoys the company of the favorites. And I think they have really cool personalities. So... hm.

[Phil]

I think a serious confessional is in order. But it will probably turn into another immature rant as always.

Anyway, Dewie officially proposed a "majority alliance" consisting of Dewie/Ashley/Kyle/Phil/Gabe. And tbh I am totally down with that. Unfortunately we have to decide who to vote out. Either a fan or a favorite. Obviously Dewie wants a fan to go. I want a favorite to go. And the reason is pretty much the same for both sides. Dewie wants me and Gabe to prove our loyalty and then they will vote out Outcast after we vote out Sean. But our reason is the same! I want them to prove their loyalty by voting out Outcast, and then we will vote out Sean afterwards.

It was such a dilemma for me because I want to work with Dewie and Ashley, but I do not trust them 100% because they are stringing along Kyle. I would honestly much rather just eliminate Kyle from the picture and make a 4 person majority alliance on a 7 person tribe consisting of Dewie/Ashley/Me/Gabe. I already know that Dewie and Ashley would vote out Outlast. They've said they will. I would vote out Sean and I don't really give a f*ck about Shorty at this point either.

So...*breathes* I have a lot to talk about and it may be unorganized.

FIRST OF ALL, I had a chat with Gabe. I learned that Shorty considers Gabe his #1 ally, which is ** whatever I don't give a f*ck. Gabe rags on Shorty all the time, though, so I feel like Gabe is sort of leading Shorty on, but also will want to keep Shorty close because he is a potential number. Gabe knows that. But Gabe also jokes about blindsiding Shorty with his idol, so I know he can't consider Shorty his #1 or else he wouldn't even joke about that to me. Gabe claims that I am his #1. Gabe is currently my #1. But I am also just very cautious around him. I also learned that GABE DID SHORTY'S PUZZLES DURING THE IDOL HUNT! WHAT. f*ck. I am not cool with that. So...they worked on it together, and Shorty ended up getting the idol according to Gabe. But Gabe also says that Shorty is the stupidest person for sending that dumb mass PM. Which is true. ANYWAY, so I'm mad that Gabe helped Shorty. But that was a long time ago. I can forgive it. I am also mad that Shorty never shared the idol information with me. So, like, lol f*ck Shorty. But whatever. Nice to know I am not trustworthy. What else...

Oh yeah... So...Gabe and I were throwing out a bunch of scenarios for what we are gonna do. Either we stick with the fans and force a deadlock tie and go to rocks, or we betray the fans and vote out Sean presumeably. Or we force Dewie and Ashley to agree to vote out Outlast. I'm trying to think what would happen in three tribal councils if we vote out Sean. My personal stipulation for voting out Sean is if Sean/Shorty are adamant about voting out either Dewie or Ashley. Then I will straight up vote for Sean. If they plan to vote out Outlast or Kyle, then I will probably just vote that way and then switch in a revote. But then Shorty comes up with this plan...

HE PLANS TO APPROACH OUTCAST TO SEE IF HE WILL VOTE WITH THE FANS AGAINST KYLE. So.... WAT lol. Gabe then finds out that Shorty HASN"T ACTUALLY APPROACHED OUTCAST YET. OUTLAST. WHATEVER. WHAT? THAT IS YOUR MASTER PLAN? AND YOU DON'T EVEN KNOW IF ITS POSSIBLE. Although its really interesting and it made me have really really really really evil thoughts.

I would die laughing if Outlast ACTUALLY agreed to vote out Kyle. I am REALLY interested to hear his response. I'm also really interested to hear if this information gets back to Dewie or Ashley and more importantly if it gets back to me through one of them. If Outlast agrees to vote out Kyle, then we vote out Kyle. After that, we could immediately turn around and vote out Outlast. Which would piss of Shorty. I feel like no matter what we do, Shorty is gonna be pissed off. If I flip the sh*t on Sean, Shorty is gonna be pissed off. I don't want to piss off anyone with an idol. On the other hand, if I vote out Kyle, then Dewie and Ashley will be pissed off and they will lose trust in me and not want to work with me. Which sucks because I like them and I want to work with them. I JUST DONT WANT KYLE AROUND AND HE SUCKS AND HE PROBABLY LOST US THE CHALLENGE CUZ HE SUCKS. Anyway. Shorty approaching Outlast to ask if he wants to vote with the fans is HILARIOUS and its a whole new plot twist that I cannot wait to see how it unfolds. I just hope its a clustercuck of stupidity and that me and Gabe can capitalize on it.

But I think Outlast is smart. So, whatever.

Um...what else. Oh god there is so much but I'm forgetting everything.

Oh yeah, I guess like...my plan? Hmm. Lets say Sean gets voted out after a revote. And then lets say Sonkei has to go to another Tribal Council. Lets say Ashley and Dewie hold true to their deal and Outlast gets voted out. Hopefully by that point, would be merging. BUT WHAT IF WE SUCK IN CHALLENGES AND END UP GOING TO A THIRD TRIBAL COUNCIL. WHAT WILL HAPPEN. Scary thought is that Shorty still has his idol. But..that's perfect. Shorty has his idol, and we get Ashley/Dewie/Kyle to vote for him. He plays his idol, and the rest of us vote for Kyle. Or Gabe and I vote for Shorty? I DON'T KNOW. But... somehow we use Shorty's idol to vote out Kyle right before merge.

OR

WHAT IF WE JUST USE SHORTY'S IDOL TO BLINDSIDE KYLE, AND THEN BLAME IT ON OUTLAST. Hey that's pretty evil, but, uh. I dunno. What if Outlast and Shorty start talking and Outlast reveals who the favorites are voting for. Like seriously what if. What if.

WHAT IF THIS TRIBE.

Also, uh. Lol if we lost this challenge, btw. I THOUGHT WE WERE SUPPOSED TO BE GOOD.

[Phil]

Plot twist:

Ashely PMed me out of the blue saying that she heard Sean was a lying little snake. OK so I know Buddy (and Gabriela?) Have problems with sean, and I have heard from buddy that sean is a snake. SO i need to know if Buddy has been spreading this information and how Ashley found out. it seems random. it would be interesting to know how Ashley knows. if she heard from Buddy or Gabriela, then WHY is she talking to them. if she heard from a favorite who heard from buddy/gabriela, then that is VERY interesting because it clues me in to who she talks to on the other tribe. I need to figure this out.

ETA: This actually kinda sucks because its an obvious favorites ploy to convince me/gabe to vote out Sean. Like, if they think they are tricking us into voting out sean for THAT reason, then they are a few days behind. I am way more interested to suss out who the f*ck is spreading this information to Ashley AND/OR Dewie. The favorites think they are so smart, but I'm gonna figure the sh*t out of you.