Confessional 5: Possible last confessional

[Jimmy]

As soon as the challenge ended and we lost I waited and waited for a message but it didn't really come. At that point I figured I was in trouble. Messages eventually came. Expert saying the plan is me but he has an idol and wants to help me. Also one from Kenny saying we could take a shot at E. The more I talked to them the more fuzzy it all seemed. Apparently expert has an idol which Kenny knew about, did not tell me and put forth this plan to vote E. That was sketchy but basically everything E has told me has been equally sketchy. I believe both of them in parts and see through some other stuff. I think I very well could be going tonight whether it's a straight vote or due to idol collateral damage. If that's the case, it's fine I would have liked to place better but if Expert is to be believed he had a pregame alliance of some sort which puts me behind the curve right away. 

I think the vote could look like this based on what I've been told and Nate allowing vote switches

Me - Vova
Jacob - Kenny (Said Jacob himself, wtf)
Vova - Me (Said Vova Himself, f*cker)
Expert - Me or ? (Kenny said that E said he voted for me but E said he did not vote for me)
Kenny - Vova (Said Kenny himself)

Also Kenny said Expert said he is not playing his idol. 


So you can see where the confusion stems from for this vote. 

Another odd thing is that Expert keeps bringing up Ashley and how he's been discussing everything with her but I only talked to her briefly today and she seemed to agree with my decision to trust Kenny. As I wasn't able to further discuss this with her to clear things up it further muddies the water. 

I don't know who to trust. I did trust Kenny but that's unclear now. I trusted Ashley and I still do because I don't have reason not to. And I trust Phil but he can't help me out on this one. 

Anyway, to conclude my discussion. I think I have a better than not chance to go home today. To which I say, fine. 

[Jimmy]

Little bonus confessional add on for yall

So interesting vote.

Me - Vova
Kenny - Vova
E - Kenny
Jacob - Kenny
Vova - Me

Expert despite his claims did not self vote like he told me he would. But that was not going to happen I knew that. He threw his vote on Kenny, Jacob told me before the vote that he was going to do that and I didn't think anything of it. Maybe I should give that some thought. Maybe it's not just a coincidence. Anyway, It won't be hard to figure out that he did that so odds are Kenny already knows it. I'm not going to tell him I knew he was going to do it though.  Or maybe it is but I'll ponder. And Vova told me he was voting for me. What a chump. Which I honestly don't know why Expert would not have him vote Kenny too. Floors me. 

I need to talk to Jacob about this and see what he's thinking but this tribe is stupid and I don't want to go to another tribal with them. Or maybe I do because it's much easier to control a smaller number of votes and variables than a large number.