Your Confessional

[Setsu-Maria Ghomes]

Day 10

So let me recap everything that has happened today.
- James came to me saying that there was a plan to fake Jonas was the vote and then to actually vote for me.
- I called Stan out for making this plan.
- James/Jonas pulled together Me/Dewie/Jon in a play to vote out Stanley.
- Josh approaches me/James to vote out Stan due to his gamebotting
- David joins the plan to vote out Stan at this point it is near unamious that Stan is going to be leaving tonight.
- Tom finds out about the plan and runs back to Stan.
- Somehow/way Jon/Dewie decide its in there best intrest to flip.
- Stan approaches me and calls James out for flipping and lowkey threates me by having Joe get voted out if I don't side with his alliance.
- I create a final 4 deal with Me, James, Josh and David and suggest we vote out Tom by using Jonas.
- There is rumors Stan has the idol, and Stan is trying to get Me/Jonas to vote James with them.


So in complete summary Jon/Dewie/Stan/Tom should be voting for James and David/James/Josh/Me will be voting for Tom, if everyone is being honest. This means the idol god Jonas, who last tribal was doomed unless he had the idol, is the swing vote tonight. Legitimly this tribe is such a f*cking cluster f*ck and I can't be more excited. Its 4:30 and nothing is set in stone, until Nate collects that Urn I think its the same way. Utter chaos to the last minute, and hopefully I'm not the victum of this game of Russian Roulette

[Setsu-Maria Ghomes]

Day 10

Sooooo Stanley is causing even more drama by being unsure on wh0o is even voting with him. He wont give away enough info to really pipe my intrest but Jonas doesn't really trust anyone on this tribe. He is sure this ALL OF THIS DRAMA is an ACT. Like I would love to think its not, but who knows at this point. I just need to make sure I can trust Josh/David/James and I can move forward with that group. I get a vibe from them, and I get bad vibes from Jon and Dewie. This vote is gonna be a f*cking cluster mark my words

[Setsu-Maria Ghomes]

Day 10

Lol Nate is probably lolling so hard at this tribal. There is no reason for this tribal to be messy. But it is. Legitimly everything fell apart and its chaos, real or not. Tonight allainces are gonna be more solid, for the first time in this game for us. Up til now they where thrown around but nothing was solid, and tonight there will be two sides, and Me and Jonas are clearly either being played in the best f*cking scam ever, or we are the swing votes. I am still going back and forth and its for one reason, how will my descion effect Joe. I need to think about Joe to, if it wasn't for him Tom would be going 100%, but adding that factor to the mix, and it becomes so much harder.

Why cant this vote be easy

[Setsu-Maria Ghomes]

Day 10 Vote

[Setsu-Maria Ghomes]

[Tom.voted out]

Day 11


Yass my plan actually worked me aetsu.. I made the chat
I made the play. That old Setsu ready to be second fiddle.died in Malaysia and a more bad a** queen is here in India. SORRY tok it was fun but byeeeeeee. My James is still here <3.

[Setsu-Maria Ghomes]

Day 11

Stan is PISSED and niw he's desprate. I might have considered working with him until he screenshots stuff and sent it around like really. People who beleive ss are dumb though like they can easily be faked and people could be lying to that person not you.

It's a really desprate dirty tactic that I don't like.

[Setsu-Maria Ghomes]

Day 11

Damage control with Jon and Dewie is 'So much fun'. I'm more worried about Joe which is why I am even bothering. Everything I do in this game is to better us as a pair, I look out for him. So if that means I gotta kiss some bottom a** then I gotta do it. But make no mistake, I ain't flipping right now. I have a good alliance and a good group. I might be at the bottom, I like it there. Gives ya someone to push out of ya way when things look iky...

[Setsu-Maria Ghomes]

Day 12

I just feel defeated. Like everything I do it seems to make no progress. I have no numbers. There is no chance in hell I will be sitting at the end with joe, and very little chance I will get to the end myself. This preamade is all consuming with the majority of the newbies still being #teampremade. Like every time we win I have to freak for Joe. Everytime we lose I need to freak for myself. There is never a calm night in this game, because I am always gonna be at the bottom. Me and Joe are never gonna be in control. Sure I might have #Powerplayed Tom, but that was taking advtange of a hostile situatin, not really getting on top. My only hope is to wiggle as far in Jame's heart as possible. It is truly my only play. But he has these people's cell numbers. There legitimate friends. How can I stand up to that.

I didn't come here to lose though. Somehow I will find a way to the merge, and from there I will find a way through each and every tribal. I don't know how yet, but I will do it... I just gotta have faith. I will be the winner. Maybe if I keep saying that it will come true.

[Setsu-Maria Ghomes]

Day 12

So Stan is such a fun ruiner. ANy moment in this game that has the slightest bit of fun to it he goes out of his way to make sure to shatter there dreams, there puppie's dremas, that puppies puppies dream. Like hes a dream mass murder. I don't think its very sportsman like and I don't agree with it.

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Dec 29, 2016 22:59:14 GMT -5 Setsu-Maria Ghomes said:

Day 12

So Stan is such a fun ruiner. ANy moment in this game that has the slightest bit of fun to it he goes out of his way to make sure to shatter there dreams, there puppie's dremas, that puppies puppies dream. Like hes a dream mass murder. I don't think its very sportsman like and I don't agree with it.

Nate says I can ask questions. Give me your take on the dynamics of this tribe.

[Setsu-Maria Ghomes]

Stan/Jon/Dewie vs Jonas vs me/james/josh/David are the current dynamics from my viewpoint

[Setsu-Maria Ghomes]

Day 13

Jon and James have no clue how to play this game. They keep screenshotting vital information to me and LOL there so silly. Like I'm playing this game for Joe and Me not for anyone else. The fact there so thirsty to get/keep me on there sides is halrious as I'm not loyal to either of them. THis is ya know as they say my game. Whoopsie sorry. Meanwhile I gotta prepare for my swapf*cking... its coming I feel it... stupid premdae

[Setsu-Maria Ghomes]

---- The Swap ----

Day 18(?)

So I swapped into a horrible tribe. Jonas as the bottom, followed by joe and me. Ouch. Me and Joe need Jonas/Sam and Jabbar to survive this swap to really make moves happen and now.. its just another setback in the long line of setbacks this game has to offer. But me and joe are together to showdown and bs now so I guess there is a prayer. James and Kristina fight quite a bit, but those 4 are probably very tight. So I just gotta grin and bare the brutal swap f*cking I just endured. It's really hard to go from in the middle and queen of the tribe because your a total brat that forced people to do what you want or meet your.. displeasure.. to the very bottom even though you have mostly your alliance on your tribe.

Nothing can make this postion any easier. I am still the underdog, but if I can make it past this swap, things will start to open up and maybe I can flop, and flip, and backstab, and scramble all the way to that final 3 seat. Its gonna be a long and bumpy road, but there is stilla chance, and imma hang onto it.

[Setsu-Maria Ghomes]

Day 20

So we won WOOOO! And once again.. no idols... so ther eprobaly found. My information task force has lead to me to believe they are currently being held by Stan the Man and Jabbar that Bore. Which s fine there both gonna play them at this tribal if they have them and it could lead to DEWIE leaving. Dewie is awful and gamebotty far beyond the levels of any of these other gamebots.. even superbot Stanny booo-boo, so him going, that is just dandy with this young thang/

Now onto our tribe being the Vamana mess that it always is. Princess Krusty has decided that only her former tribe is worthy of getting her votes and thus Joe must be the target. This attuitde is wearing thin on the castmates of ER: Survivor espically Jamsie, and Prissy Princess might be finding herself on le block de chopping. Your the Ex: Girlfriend for a reason sweetie, move over because I am here to take your man on the ride of his life. He is foolish if he thinks he can trust me and joe. I LOVE James, hes sweet and funny even if his Hannah-Hate is awful and makes me judge him... but at the ned of the day as long as it aint me or joe idc who it is Krusty, Jonas, Stanley-Manly, or eve Jamsie himself, anything to get us one more day, anything!

[Setsu-Maria Ghomes]

Day 21

Murrp so jabbar is gone so we hear in a 3-1-0(3) vote. Stan supposdley couldn't bear to let gamebot DewtheDew go home and gifted him his heart, which Dewie threw like garabage and nulifed three whole votes sending Jabbar the Bard out with his idol(?) that is the msyery. There is something going around that Sammy may have that idol, which is fine with me that means only the Vamana idol is up for grabs, again. But third time's the charm they say don't they. and it is the VaMANA tribe so clearly that says something.

Its only a matter of time til things start looking up lemon drops and roses and sunshine and kittens and all that other good stuff. Its like the rain has stopped after the last 20 days and we are getting some sun and I can get my tan on. Its rejuvanting, its exerallting, its breathing new life into me. This is my chance to finally shift things around and really make #ZMOGBIGMOVES! I just gotta keep trucking on, it got me this far maybe it can get me just a tiny bit further

[Setsu-Maria Ghomes]

Day 21

Goddess Setsu is being kept #intheloop now. The game has really started to get back into the chaos of the first few days even thoug we are not on tribal. Like why is Vanmana always a cluster f*ck. Krusty has been getting info from America's Thread (and should be removed from the game but clearly that isn't gonna happen) and this caused another fight between Krusty and James. JAMES SEE THE LIGHT SHE NEEDS TO GO. But James is worried. Josh and David can keep Krusty in line he says, Jonas cannot be kept in line he says. I KNOW THAT f*ckTART. But Blindsind Queen Krust off her perch would just be... so amazing like you have no idea. She thinks she can move on in and take MY throne. Princcess please I was queen before you where even born. This is MY campsite, MY Island. I will get you darling ex to vote you out when we lose. Its my psychic prediction.

There is no Vanamana idol to protect you know Krusty. Its been washed away by the tides never to be seen again. But don't worry, the day after you are voted out and every day sense we will look at the stars and think about you, what you did and how important voting you out was. But your goneeeeee, its just a matter of us loisng, which might be pretty hard with how awful that other tribe is (giggle). I am Jonas's savior.. I won't let him down, until I blindside him eventually... but he doesn't need to know that.

[Setsu-Maria Ghomes]

Day 23

So we are down to 13 and we LOSE. Worst case scenerio. Now it becomes clear. Me/Joe/Jonas all want Krusty out. The other 4 want Jonas out. Who will be able to convince the people on the other side to join them for the good of the Vamana alliance. Its difficult and I don't wanna play to hard but I am determined to get Krusty out tonight. It just make sense for my game, as well as James's long term but he just can't see it. I mean it is HIS partner but she is just David's vote. I need to make him see the light and I cant go to anyone else, it will get back to James and run the game I am playing. It's all about getting luck. As much as I would LOVE Jonas to go, I need Jonas... I am stuck with Jonas. Jonas is a number, so James I will be getting you to write Krusty's name down.. its just a matter of time.. Goode=bye

[Setsu-Maria Ghomes]

Day 24

So drama ahoy of course because Vamana can never be the simple tribe. James agrees to vote out Kristina which is all good but ofc me and joe get instant vibes this isn't really whats going down/down and that James/Josh/David/Krusty are gonna vote for ONE OF US. Which is totally ew. So Josh and James are playing both sides and Jonas calls that sh*t out and James LOSES it. He freaks total sh*t because Jonas cant be calm. Everyone on this tribe is beyond insane, there is not one level headed person to go to and figure this out with.

In all honesty its gonna come down to like how James is feeling when he votes. He makes no sense and I hope that I made a strong enough case that he actually votes the correct way. But I am fully expecting it to be myself or joe this tribal. And It sucks that I cant even make it to the merge.. like how much of a flop am I oh god . But I'm gonna keep similing and being happy until my torch is put out. I got some fight saved up time to turn up the fire

[Setsu-Maria Ghomes]

Day 24

As me and Joe get more and more nervous about flipping on us... more and more silence. Like hello can you make your plans any more obvious. But I just gotta be hopeful we are not being paranoid and we are both gonna survive this tribal with pure dumb luck. ALl I can do is live in hope in a premade city game. They might be lower in numbers but I'm stuck with one half of the premade on my tribe so... but they broke up one before, maybe they will break up again, for like the 5th time because there all powerhungry pshychos.. just maybe... well seee

[Setsu-Maria Ghomes]

Day 24 Tribal Council Vote