Your Confessional

[Nate]

Please post your thoughts throughout your time in the game here. Posting at least once per round is not required, but strongly recommended. Not going to be able to give you credit for a good game if you don't tell me what's happening.

Do NOT share your password with anyone, especially people in the game. Nobody but me, the mods and you can see your confessional until the game is completely over.

[Setsu-Maria Ghomes]

Day 1

Coming into this game I already know that I am going to be such a huge target. People are claiming to worship the very ground I walk on, to be
starstruck by mear presence here, and that scares me. The fact that people where clamering for someone who isnt an active community member to return, that means
that I am gonna be a target from the start. I'm not in the pre-game wank fest, there all set up with there d*ck mesauring making sure they got the perfect crew
and I am just sitting here like ummm well hey I'm a queen.
So I plan on bieng more snarky, more emtionally maniplutitve, and more cuthorat then last time. I played 2nd fiddle and i did good, I lost the game by mere seconds
in the firemaking challenge of the ages, but this time, I look after myself. They can all get my autograph after the show, I will save me writting all there names
down in tribal and hand them out at the reunion, and they, they can all write my names down day 39, when they are astonished the queen took them all out. It's
already written, it's just a matter of how we get there.

[Setsu-Maria Ghomes]

Day 3:
Coming into this game I already am going to have a very diffcult time. There is already way more drama then all of Malysia combinded. Dewy decided that there is a five person premade tat may or may not exsit in Josh/David/James/Stan/Cole.
So this appearntly allaince has caused drama by them all being called out but you know what, they are still wanting Jonas out. Now me, I don't see that as an option no thank you. Dewey is starting sh*t, wanting rocks to be drawn on y'all and you want to take out poor innocent Jonas (what am I saying). I am gunning hard for Dewey and am playing much more psychopathic then i did in Malyasia. I am telling everyone how I feel, and am stomping my foot like a brat all around camp doing anything in my power to make sure it is Dewey leaving this game. This awful fake c*nt is sooooo annoying. But i love his so-called rival James, 100% my mel in this game. I wish this tribe was smarter but I have to worry. I am so crazy they might try and vote me out, that would be soooo boring. Vote out the only person without a pre-made, (giggle) whatever, if I go at least i can be an iconic pre-merger.

[Setsu-Maria Ghomes]

Day 3:

So I am being told that my Ponderosan Rival in Maylasia Jonas has the hidden immunity idol. Now as of typing this EVERYONE is claiming Jonas is going 8-2 or 8-1-1 as they all know I am voting for Dewie, however here is where things get fun. If Jonas has the idol he wants to vote Coke out, and that is a bad play for me. I cant see a reason to do that, and for me the best move in this game is to vote out Dewy.
So my plan is to have me and James vote for Dewy, Jonas vote for Cole and Everyone else to vote for Jonas. IF Jonas has the idol it is played and Dewy goes in a 2-1 vote. IF Dewy has the idol, or anyone else does, Jonas leaves with 7 votes and I can still show my skype logs to prove to COle I had his back and that could keep me to a swap.

So in all honesty either way I come out in a better postion to make it to a swap where my game can really pick up with all the single unattached newbs that I can use. I am not gonna wait to die, I am playing this game like a savage and hopefully this plan does work because it would be PHE-NOMINAL

[Setsu-Maria Ghomes]

Day 3 Vote:

[Setsu-Maria Ghomes]

Day 3:
(giggle)
So I am truly trying to play this game smart and Jonas is like oh btw I don't trust the mods don't put your confessionals in about the idol because leaking and sh*t.. Like da fuq yoou paranoid ratcake. Jonas trusting me is sooo silly though. I saw him get idol'd out then we had a MASSIVe fight at ponderosa so like, why... but whatever like my idol Sandra says: I don't care, I'll lie, but i'll tell a good lie you best believe that

[Setsu-Maria Ghomes]

Day 3

I might be needing a new plan ugh.
Jonas won't stop pestering me about if I changed my vote when my plan to deal with him was to pretend I forgot to change why must he ruin everything ughh

[Setsu-Maria Ghomes]

(Cole and Jude are voted out)

Day 4

A new day a new game
Allaince are. Shifting and everyone is trying to figure out there game plan yo it gonna be a hectic few days hopefully we avoid icky icky tribal do the bots can wank themselves on there gameplay so when I destroy them there egos are that much more brusied

[Setsu-Maria Ghomes]

Day 4:

So right now we got four little 'voting blocs' for lack of a better term even if I hate that term in fighting for power. There is Me/James, David/Josh/Tom, Jonas/Dewie/Jon and then Stan all by his lonesome. its way more complex then that but at the end of the day that is where people seem to truly be lying. Going into the last vote it was supposed to be Me/James voting for Dewie, Jonas voting for Cole and everyone else voting for Jonas, but Jonas made a power play and secured Dewie and Jon so I had to do some damage control, claiming I fell asleep before I could change my vote. I reached out to Cole but either he didn't see my message in time to change or he ignored it like all my other attempts to help him in this round.

So now I just wanna win. I know it could put Joe in danger.. and that kills me. I want to be sitting there, day 39 with by bae Joe. Its just how this game works. But right now, I gotta take care of myself, and Joe gotta take care Joe. WE will find a way to meet and mingle but for now winning is the golden thing, something that wasn't how it worked in Maylsia. I'm the Veteran, this is my time to write past wrongs, and it's hard to stay posititve when once again everything is falling at the seems like whenever I tried to do something back in Maylasia. But this time, I'm fully invested, I'm not giving up and I'm not going to be that defeated little b*tch in the minority. I am going to take the hand I was dealt and make it into a winning hand, this time it's my game, and nothing is gonna stop me from taking control.

[Setsu-Maria Ghomes]

Day 4:

I don't get how these people can spend all day talking about the next vote before this challenge is even halfway over. WE have not lost yet, like please stop. Its okay to like throw oout some ideas and discuss a litte but when the discussion hasn't stopped since tribal ended it's just getting annoying now. I'm trying to tell everyone to focus on winning because I am fed up talking about the f*cking vote. There wont be tribal for at least 2 days it can wait.. please stop..

[Setsu-Maria Ghomes]

Day 4:

So I am quite latterly becoming the camera whore of this season, it's like I am the second fiddle to King of well over 100, probably meangingless, confessianls that belong to James. The queen however waits for there time to shine, and well that I am doing. So some fun things going on, I actually competed in a tribal challenge, WHAT, hold the presses. Like I said this aint the sweet lil' setsu from Malyasia, we got a certified bad-a** over here ready to slay all the poor b*tches. The challenge was a bit annoying having to check the path a million times butoeverall I'm sure my flop a** loss. I just gotta hope some other dingbat f*cked up worse and I can go home with that sweet statue to place in my camp.

Now there is also the idol that is hidden away, deep in the sands. I kinda want to be the one to find it. I think its annoying tat people who figured out the phrase have an instant advtange in getting this idol, but ya know, tat doesn't mean there gurantted it, its proably just a smaller idol board. That means a lot but at the end of the day its a game of luck, and so is finding the idol. Maybe lady luck will look down on me hand me that gift. I just want it so I know that nothing like last night can happen again, without it happening my way.

Okay ranted gamebotly enough for too long, gotta go get some shut-eye as the rest of my brilliant bots play in this challenge and hopefully we can somehow walk away with the W, because I am not ready for another challenge

[Setsu-Maria Ghomes]

Day 5

We slaying this challenge. Gamebots are still being gamebotty. But at least everyone knows who te wort offendor is. STANLEY. Everyoen is tired of you gamebotting. Even the other gamebots. That's lowkey really funny that Stan is so gamebotty that he annoys the other gamebots with his gamebottyness. Like lol who are you all to talk, but still... like... your all awful bots even my best friend Jamsey has his moments. Jon is probably the best at not being a bot and scott isn't that bad.. I think his name is scott, idk the D man who is probably irrel because we don't really talk xoxo. Lmao I really don't now what else to say, boring bland day

[Setsu-Maria Ghomes]

Day 5

This challenge is such a flop challenge. Like these people take forever then b*tch at poor Nathinel for being slow, like yall took forever too *cough newbies cough*. And now me and Jon are lowkey shading the fools who where blindsided by the idol play because its funny. Watchng them all still squrijm because they feel scared. Well they wshould be breathing heavy, goodbye

[Setsu-Maria Ghomes]

Day 6

WE WON! Party time. I of course am thrilled I don't have to make a descion on where I am going to go yet because it is going to be a very difficult one. Now that the idol is all out there in the open, its time for everyone to go hunting again. I choose flippers because lol this cast is full of flippers so I taught maybe ironically the clue would be there. I am thinking no dice so I am still hunting in a needle of a haystack. Gonna need a plan B to really move on with this game as by this time I am sure someone already has the idol in there grasp if not in there pockets.

Just gotta look down and see if I can spot the buldge, and then, figure out how to use yet another idol to my advtange. I may not ne the queen of finding idols, but I am the queen of stumblf*ck benfiting from other people playing them

[Setsu-Maria Ghomes]

(Mud Voted Out)

Day 7

Lol bye mud. Jon as his partner is gone and while that's not amazing for me it's not joe so i am totally fine. sh*t happens whoops we will figure it out

[Setsu-Maria Ghomes]

Day 8

Merry Christmas survivor production team. You guys have to deal with us crazy psycho b*tches all damp day you deserve this magical day off. Enjoy.

[Setsu-Maria Ghomes]

Day 10

Merp no one has messaged me. Guess the break changed things and I'm a f*ck ed rip me bye setsu

[Setsu-Maria Ghomes]

Day 10

James confirmed stan wants me or jonas out... oh god here we go

[Setsu-Maria Ghomes]

Day 10

Jon and dewie have usurped my.postion when this has happened in the past the usurper votes out the orginal can we plz not plz dont vote for Stanley plzz

[Setsu-Maria Ghomes]

Day 10

Josh knows this is gonna be a f*cking mess. Anyone can go.home who knowwws