Your Confessional

[SammySosaTV]

Didn't consider Dewie to have an idol at all.

I'm a goddamn mastermind.

...

I'm a piece of sh*t.

[SammySosaTV]

I'm so sick of these people, honestly. I don't trust any of them. They all backstab my partner in this game and expect me to take their hands as if no hard feelings are held on my end. Well, they should know that I don't forgive and I don't forget. I'll tell them I'm on their side 100%, and that I trust them, but I don't think they knew how much sh*t they just got themselves into.

The best part about being new is no one knows how dangerous you are. People have clearly caught on, but I'm about to put on a damn show for them all. I'm down, but I'm not out.

It's so f*cking frustrating, though, how much people probe you in this game. They ask. So many. Goddamn questions. I was just joking with Jacob about how people were acting as if Jabbar died with the way they were talking to me. He responds "haha really who". Like, your f*cking grandmother. Your sister. Everyone you love, I was scheming and cutting deals with all of them. People in this f*cking GAME, you dumbass. You don't need to know "who". Ask me who one more f*cking time, I swear to god. Ask me why, ask me how come. Probe me some f*cking more. All it does is slowly erode that mask of a smile that you're wearing. That goes for f*cking everyone in this game.

None of these people like me. None of these people are to be trusted. Yeah I'll shake their hand as if I'm with them, but god knows I'm waiting to plunge that knife into their spine.

Gotta win immunity.

Until next time.

[SammySosaTV]

Kristina's gone on the other tribe and I don't think I've been more happy with a vote-off yet. Seeing that tribe walk in without that obnoxious goofball behind them was like walking downstairs on Christmas. She laughed at the fact that Jabbar was voted out, and now I'm getting the last laugh.

It's just a shame I wasn't the one to take her out.

Until next time.

[SammySosaTV]

Wow. Probably my favorite immunity win so far. I don't know if it was how long it was to come, or if it was Vamana's cockiness on the first challenge, but nothing makes me happier than to see that dumb tribe lose. Eat my shorts, Vamana.

Until next time.

[SammySosaTV]

I did it! The merge has finally arrived and the scale of this game got a whole lot bigger. It's not an uncommon belief to think that the merge is where the game truly starts, but I don't much agree with that assessment. Everything I've done up to this point has been to put myself in a position for the merge. So, I'm gonna do a bit of a cast assessment, as well as tell you where I stand in terms of my place in this 11-man tribe.

John- John is the only newbie I actually trust in this game. I think he recognizes his place in the tribe and I also think he recognizes the value that I have in his game. That being said, I do think he has the capacity to try to make "big moves" solely for the sake of making big moves. Obviously, getting me out would be a big move, so I need to stay in constant communication with him to ensure that I'm not gonna be big move'd.
Dewie- The more sociable of the Jon/Dewie duo, I think Dewie has an incredible social game, and he really talks as if you're a good friend of him. That being said, I obviously know his propensity to lie and cheat his way to the end, so I don't trust him much. Despite the lack of trust, I think HE needs me, at least until final 8. Dewie, Jon, and Stan all have a set of targets that they need me to get out with them. After that? I'm done in their eyes.
David- I've rarely talked with David, but his previous performance obviously tells me he's a good player and he's very capable of squeezing his way through stuff. I could easily see him being a vote very soon.
Jonas- Mud's partner. I was incredibly close with Mud before he was voted out, so I think it could be advantageous to touch base with Jonas very soon. I think he's in the same boat as someone like Dewie or James, though, and that scares me.
Jacob- The least trustworthy newbie here, he played premerge as if he was a vet's lapdog, and that makes me nervous. He reminds me of a slippery eel, and he's so hard to grasp because of it. ;D
James- His ability to talk non-stop is second to no one in this cast, and it can get a bit tiresome. That said, he's EASILY the vet I've talked with the most. He lives in Alabama and would like to become a teacher, just like me. So, there's a lot we have in common. I do really like the fella, but that doesn't mean I'm not willing to vote him out immediately.
Jon- Jon reminds me of a stale piece of bread when it comes to the ham sandwich that is the Dewie/Jon duo. I don't know what it is, but I just have no fun talking to him. If I wanna relay something to Jon, I'll go to Dewie first.
Joe- Pretty amazed he made it through those two post-swap Vamana votes to be sure, but I was working with him pre-swap so I hope to see if I can rekindle that relationship. If I can, he'd be a valuable number for me.
Setsu- Joe's partner, he's the biggest enigma in the cast for me. We haven't talked at all, and I'm not even sure he's great at challenges. That's dangerous as f*ck. I would be happy to see him go.
Stan- I really like Stan, I really really do. I would love to work with him, but his motives are often incredibly obscure and the way he talks to me is very calculated. I don't know if I trust him, but I do know that he wants me on his side.

As for me, I think I am in one of the best positions on the tribe AS OF NOW. Both sides are battling over me as a swing vote, and I think being the swing vote is the most powerful position in this game. If you're the swing vote, people will often hesitate to think about you as a vote because they NEED you as a vote. But, the trick to being a swing vote is simple: Keep lines drawn! You can't stay in the middle if there are no sides to choose. So, don't pick a side and stick with it. Pick a side for one vote, then flip to the other. Keep the numbers even and make people wonder if they truly have you on their side. They'll ask, but very rarely will they act. Of course, I know my position as a swing vote can change at any moment, so I just have to hope that I can SUSTAIN this position for as long as possible. After my place in the middle goes away, then it becomes a much more individual game and I need to be one who's calling shots.

Until next time.

[SammySosaTV]

So, I didn't win the first individual immunity which I think is probably a blessing in disguise for me. If I won the first one, it just confirms to everyone how good I am at challenges, and my days would be even more numbered.

Now the big question is which side should I jump on? James/Jonas or Jon/Dewie/Stan? I think I need to look to the future and what that side could bring to me. In addition, I'd much rather have a guaranteed 8 than a guaranteed 6, for example. I don't trust either side. I think both are using me, so I honestly don't care who goes home this tribal, as long as it isn't me. I'll take a look at the targets of both sides, talk with John, and we'll make a decision of who we'd rather leave, because I think we really do have that much power. I have to be careful, however, to make sure that I don't isolate myself enough to a point where I'm viewed as more trouble than I'm worth. I really need to emphasize the value I put in these people's games, and that's gonna be what keeps me safe for a while.

Until next time.

[SammySosaTV]

Well, I just heard that the candidates for the vote are Setsu and Stan. I'm really glad that I'm hearing two names instead of just one. If I was hearing one, then that would probably insinuate, to me, that it'd be a tribe-wide plan to get me out. The fact that there's two names solidifies my thought that there are two warring sides in this tribe.

The truth is I'd rather it be Setsu. He's talked to me the least, he's quiet, and I know he did well in his past seasons. Stan, on the other hand, has been likable, nice to me, and he's showed an interest in working with me. Sometimes it's the little things that separate one person from another, but with Stan it's the big things as well. Setsu has no redeeming qualities to me and I really wouldn't mind to see him go. Not even to mention that, but Setsu is paired up with Joe. If John and I can separate Setsu from Joe, then we could be able to get Joe on our side and set up a solid newbie alliance, perhaps even with Jacob involved. I know, me working with Jacob? Nuts.

So, I think my plan is going to be pushing toward voting out Setsu. The only question is how I should approach it in order to be able to thrive with the OTHER side in the future. This is the first vote, so it'll unbalance the scale when it comes to the two sides. I just hope I don't get outed as a snake, because I am.

I also hope it's not me.

Until next time.

[SammySosaTV]

These vets are something else.

So, essentially, I considered myself to be pretty okay with voting Stan. I figured that Setsu would be good to keep around because he was a bigger target than me, and it was clear he was upsetting even people on his own side. It seemed like Stan was also the absolute majority, regardless of any sort of flipping that was going on. Of course, I still preferred Setsu, but John had for the most part seemed set on turning on Stan, so I was resigned to that.

Then, James messages me and tells me that Setsu was "lying" to the vets to try to split the votes between Dewie and Stan in case of an idol. Firstly, Setsu never talked to me so I don't see how he's lying to anyone. Secondly, what's the harm in that? He's playing smart so I respect that. Even still, James acted as if he lied about his grandmother dying, but for the most part, the plan still seemed Stan.

Later, John approached me once again and told me that he was having a change of thought. He told me that JAMES had wanted to vote Setsu, and that he wanted to as well. This confused me, because I would've thought that James would tell me before anyone, considering he thinks he can control me, but okay. I responded to John and told him that I had initially wanted Setsu anyway, and I was cool to vote him. Then, I went to James and basically asked him, hey, why aren't you filling me in, do you wanna talk about it. James was particularly ambiguous in that he never actually said he was voting Setsu. I'm not sure if he thinks I'm gonna spill to Setsu, but that's not the case for me.

Well, Jonas then comes to me and starts filling me in on the split vote "lie" that Setsu had proposed. The caveat that Jonas told me was to not tell James, because James is close with Setsu. Well, I played dumb and acted as if I was hearing of this "lie" for the first time.

But, I told James that I didn't rat him out that he told me about the plan, and he told me to not tell Jonas that I was voting Setsu, because Jonas is close with Setsu.

What's going on here? Are these vets just clueless, or am I being bamboozled? It appears to me that both Jonas and James are masterminding a blindside independently of one another. I'm so incredibly confused, because I'm pretty sure both Jonas and James are going to vote Setsu. The good news about this, if there's no bamboozling, is that it shows there's animosity between Jonas and James, which I can use to my advantage.

I knew this all would happen though. I'm not sure how soon within premerge did I say that the vets will wanna war it out between each other when we get to the merge, and the newbies are their weapons. Well pull my trigger and I'll say "bang!". They can think they own me all they want, because I absolutely adore that role. I enjoy being seen as a tool or a vote, because it allows me to not be seen as a threat. A gunman isn't afraid of a gun if he thinks it's his.

The vote's Setsu.

Until next time.

[SammySosaTV]

As far as I can tell, the vote is down between Jacob or Dewie. From the way I've spoken to people up to this point, this will probably be a vote that's gonna make people upset at me. Obviously, both Jacob and Dewie think I'm working with them, so lines are gonna be drawn tonight.

I think any sort of argument for either player comes down to numbers. Of course I don't really want Jacob to go. He's a newbie who I think I could manipulate, he's weak at challenges, he's clueless. But he's also a big time sheep for the vets to use, and he kinda scares the hell out of me. That being said, no amount of fear I have for Jacob matches up to how dangerous it would be to keep Jon and Dewie together until the late game. They can argue that it's individual all they want, but that bond is absolutely the tightest in the game, and I'd have to be the worst player in the universe to let that slide until even final 8. If the combination of Dewie, Jon, and Stan make it past final 8, the game's over for the rest of us. So, I really think it's time to take a shot at Dewie.

The question is if I think we can get 6. And honestly? It's gonna be tough without David, and I have no idea where he stands. In addition, I just don't know if Joe will be bitter or not about Setsu still. It's tough, this is absolutely an incredibly tough vote. I'm gonna have to betray Jonas, Dewie, and Stan.

Ideally, the votes would be James, me, John, Joe, Jacob, and David voting against Dewie. That's 6, and that would be enough. Otherwise, I think it would go to a tie.

...

Unless I use my idol on Jacob? I dunno, that's ballsy just to avoid a tie. It would absolutely be the biggest move in this game thus far, but am I really ready to pull a power play like that so early? I really don't think I could afford that. Not to mention, there's no doubt in my mind I need this idol for later.

It's gonna be a struggle, but we'll see. If I don't feel comfortable with my numbers, we might be down one more newbie.

Until next time.

[SammySosaTV]

Well, it's less than a day after I significantly impacted Dewie's elimination. Not gonna lie, it felt good. I felt extremely powerful. Pretty much everything went the way I wanted it to, in particular with Joe, Jacob, and David.

For one thing, I absolutely had to make sure there was no idol being played on Dewie again. I really buttered things up with the other four, and I think that their past experiences with me being kind made it believable. It's all about perception vs. reality. The reality is I don't mind voting any of these people out, but the perception that I'm trying to have other people see is that I'm struggling with this, that I like everyone, and that I have trouble blindsiding people. In particular with James, I was a bit of a sad fellow, saying that I'm not used to doing people dirty. And that's true. Dewie was the first person that I really did dirty in this game, but he won't be the last.

To put it bluntly, I'm the most powerful player in the game at the moment. And now that I'm here at the final 9, I absolutely have an agenda. I absolutely have a plan. And I absolutely can win this game. Why am I the most powerful player? It's all in the middle. I think I've played the middle extremely well, and half that battle comes from the aftermath. After Dewie was evicted, I went to both Stan and Jonas to do damage control. For the most part, I told them the truth. I love Dewie, he's a really really really nice guy and I DID feel bad about blindsiding him like that. Once again, I was afraid of an idol, blah, blah, blah. But the biggest thing that I tried to do was get these battered and abused players on my side again. How did I do that? Well, I did a bit of a domestic abuser strategy, in that I tried to put at least a little blame on the victims. I told Jonas about why it seemed he was closer to Dewie/Jon/Stan than he was to me. I told Stan that the Jabbar blindside had set a precedent for the Dewie blindside. This makes the victims feel GUILTY. Then, I say, but hey, it's okay. You can come back to me and I'll protect you once again. YOU made the mistake, but we can continue through the game together once again.

It's all a bunch of hogwash of course. I'll have no problem voting them out in the future.

But, here's my plan going forward. I think James thinks I am IN. HIS. POCKET. I will absolutely use that to my advantage in order to carry him to the final 7. These next two tribals, I will do everything in my power to ensure that two vets are voted out. Once we get to the final 7, the newbie's alliance will take control of the game.

And I think I can do it too. I think I can subtly convince those four newbies to keep me around longterm. I am absolutely the leader of these rookies, and for good reason. I'm the one calling the shots, and I hope to be that way for a very long time. I hope to undermine how threatening I am in the game, but raise up how crucial I am to keeping the others in the game.

Indeed, if it weren't for me, Jacob and Joe would've been gone a long time ago. So, I need to emphasize how I will always keep them around, never turn on them. In truth, there's one person in this game who I'll be absolutely loyal to, and that's John. It's not that I think John has my back entirely, in fact I think he has a huge propensity to flip. But, it is that I need him for my final tribal council. If I get there, I know jurors will tell me that I don't have a trustworthy bone in my body. To that, I hope to point to John sitting by my side in the final tribal.

So that's the basic rundown of the plan. Get two vets out, take control at final 4, provide incentive to the newbies to avoid flipping.

Oh, and I have to try to win every single immunity now.

Already, with this sitting-out twist, I could find a way to manipulate James into giving me the clue. All I have to say is we could work together on it, and if he tells me he didn't get a clue? He's going sooner than later. If he gives me the clue? He's going sooner than later, because either him or I will have an idol, and I want it to be a blindside.

So! That's the gist of things. I really think I'm in a power position now, and I'm really proud of the way I've played so far, especially in the merge.

Until next time.

[SammySosaTV]

So, I didn't win immunity. Still. What's wrong with me? Where'd all this hype come from premerge? Aren't I supposed to be this huge challenge beast? Where'd that go, huh? Not living up to that hype, I see.

Even still, maybe it's better I don't win until a bit later. People already think I'm a threat to them.

So, as for the vote, Jonas told me that James was coming after me. Honestly? That really wouldn't surprise me if it's true. I think James and I are stupidly similar players, in the fact that we like to remain in the middle and we like to flip flop. I'm not gonna lie, I was planning on turning on him quite soon (final 7-ish), but I didn't expect him to do it so soon. I honestly think, that if James goes tonight, turning on me so early will be his downfall. Which is pretty badass.

Then again, Jonas could just be telling me this to further his own agenda of getting James out. I am FINE with that. I'm fine with Jonas thinking he's playing me and that he totally made up some bullsh*t rumor about James wanting me gone. That's just dandy to me, because it gives me an excuse to turn on James, and if James DOES go, I can just play the victim and say blah blah Jonas totally lied to me it was all him

The thing is, though, if Jonas is telling the truth, then my name is on the line. Obviously, I'm worried about that. But, I'm not really worried about Jonas turning on me. It wouldn't make sense for him to tell me I'm in danger if he were voting me. It's not Jonas I'm worried about, but folks like Joe, Jacob, Stan. I've really kind of betrayed all of these people and I know they're just so excited to get a big blindside on their resume.

The plan is simple: I'm going to talk and feel around with people, and get a read on how they feel about the vote. If people are being short with me, or they're not telling me what I want to hear, I'm playing my idol.

Regardless, I'm more than likely gonna play my idol just in case anyway. I would much rather get 8th with a wasted idol than 9th with an idol in my pocket. It's easy math. If an idol is guaranteed immunity vs the idea of me even POSSIBLY going home, I'll take that chance any day.

It's not set in stone yet, though. I have a lot of talking to do for sure. Here's hoping.

Until next time.

[SammySosaTV]

Big update on this vote.

I'm probably not gonna play my idol unless James plays one or something.

Lots, and lots, and lots, and lots of talking has gone down. James has been telling me that Jonas wants me out, Jonas has been telling me that James wants me out. It's all a bunch of bullsh*t on both sides as far as I'm concerned. Do I think I'm a target to hell, most people in this game? Yes. But, I think once again, both James and Jonah are trying to use me as a weapon to further their own agenda. James wants people against Jonas, and vice versa. Regardless, I was fine with voting either Stan, who James wants, or James, who Jonas wants. James is a tremendous threat to me because he's similar to me, and that's dangerous. He talks in circles like I do, he's good at challenges like I am, hell, he's from f*cking Alabama like I am.

But, I was also fine with Stan going because I knew that, if Stan goes, then the conflict between Jonas and James continues, and you know what I always say: "keep lines drawn". In that similar vein of things, I was trying to sort of spur both Jonas and James on to get them even angrier at each other. When I heard my name was on the line, I knew I needed to get a target off my back, and I knew that I needed to find some way to prove my worth to both Jonas and James. So, I played up my aspect as a vote. "James, you need me to battle Jonas." "Jonas, you need me to battle James."

Thing is, I know if James goes, then a target is off his back and on mine. I don't really want that.

But all of this is moot because Jonas has an idol.

Jonas told me he had a plan, that he would show everyone his idol, and convince John and Joe that they're going to be part of the split votes, so unless Joe and John both vote James, they would be locked in a tie and they would have a real bad time. My role is to freak out and scramble and try to convince people to vote James. At this point, I think there are benefits to both outcomes. If James goes tonight, it means that an idol was likely played and Jonas no longer has one. If Stan goes, it means the conflict between James and Jonas persists.

Jonas is a f*cking villain bro. I'm not about to trust him blindly. The only person I want with me in the end is John. He is absolutely my number one.

This vote, though. It's completely up in the air. I just hope it isn't me somehow.

And I don't wanna have to use my idol.

Please, please God don't let it be me.

Until next time.

[SammySosaTV]

This vote will be when I completely cut ties with Jonas. He's public enemy number 1 and I won't be associated with him. That's why I'm doing what I'm doing.

Until next time.

[SammySosaTV]

So, it's the day after, and that was pretty rough.

I mean, it's not like I'm completely unhappy with the result. If you would've told me yesterday morning that

A) I would flush Jonas's idol out

B) James, a player I consider a huge threat, would go

C) I would cut ties with Jonas and everyone would see I'm not working with him

I would've been stoked. But, it's the execution where I f*cked up. Jonas called me out on how much I've played the middle, and it's true. All of it's true. Of course, he makes me seem like Satan for doing so, but the fact that I've been in the middle is very true. But, I've chosen a side now and I plan on sticking to it. I'm with the newbies to the end, and I plan on being the ringleader of the newbie alliance. Of course, that's all dependent on if Jacob and Joe will remain loyal, which is a very large can of worms that I shouldn't think about right now. Regardless, if it comes to the point where the newbies have the majority in the game, and Jonas is gone, then I think I genuinely have a good chance at winning.

My only goals now are to make as few enemies as possible. People already see me as a liar, which I am. I just have to lie with a smile on my face now.

f*ck Jonas though.

In a good way. He's a great player and he's my biggest challenge to overcome in this game. Talking to him is like trying to play a game of mental chess. He's a pleasure to play with.

f*ck Jonas though.

Until next time.

[SammySosaTV]

I love these people "calling me out" in the public chats. It's absolutely perfect for me. I don't think they realize how politics work. They're even making things personal as well, calling me "spoiled" and all. Just being general bullies.

I have thick skin, but a perception is being created that I'm the victim in this situation. I'm clearly not, but I'm fine with Stan/Jon/Jonas making themselves look like the bad guys.

So little tact.

Until next time.

[SammySosaTV]

Of course the immunity challenge is the only one where you can literally give someone points. I hit every single one of my targets and I still couldn't win. Oh well.

I'm absolutely using my idol on myself. Nothing anyone says to me will change that. Nothing John says, nothing Jonas says, nothing my second thoughts say. I'm just not gonna risk it. If they vote John instead, then better him than me.

I think this could be a complex vote on other sides of things, but my vote is simple, unlike last round. I'm voting Jonas. Period. I don't care if he says he has an idol, I'm gonna vote Jonas. And I'm gonna try to get 3 other people to vote Jonas with me. Split them 3-2, with 3 hopefully being votes against me. If it's 3-3-2, with 3 being against another person then we send home Jonas in a tie. If Jonas has an idol as I do, then it'll be 3-3-2, with Jon going. I just hope this ragtag band of misfits recognizes that Jonas needs to go sooner than me.

After that, they're undoubtedly gonna turn on me. But I can't think about that right now.

Let's just hope.

Until next time.

[SammySosaTV]

So, I had an idea about this vote that I really don't know will work, but I hope it does.

I decided that I would have one person be designated as a "spy", which would be David. David (if he's actually with me), is going to pretend to flip on the vote to Jonas's side, so he can get their plans and let us know where they're sending their votes.

I also hatched an interesting plan. I told David that I was going to pretend that my idol was never even real. I messaged the entire group chat as if I were making a confession that I had faked the whole thing. I'm not telling Jonas straight up, so it's not like I'm making it clear that I want them to vote for me. Next, David would screenshot these messages and send them to Jonas, further proving that he's flipping to their side to Jonas.

To Jonas, screenshots are gold. I'm hoping that if he sees a screenshot of me saying it, then he'll feel comfortable voting me and not any of my allies. In addition, I'm just going to constantly tout that I'm sorta taking one for the team, falling on the sword to get others to vote for me rather than them. Hopefully, this will prove to them that I'm willing to go through great lengths to keep them safe.

Whether or not they actually believe I care about them, I don't know. But, I hope they see the sentiment and realize that I really do need them in this game. I do. I picked my side and I hope they just keep me around until final 5.

But yeah, the fake-fake idol thing. I mean, I was gonna use my idol in any conceivable universe. Might as well make it not a waste, one way or another. It's just a question of if Jonas is gullible enough to believe it.

Another thing is if Jonas brings it up to me. I'm gonna act pissed. How could David let that info leak, I'm so f*cked, blah blah blah. I'm not gonna go too over the top with it, but I definitely want Jonas to see that I'm upset if it does come up. If it doesn't, then I would honestly consider that all the better. They would probably be hoping to "blindside" me.

Once again, I just hope that, if Jonas does play an idol on himself, they voted for me. Because that would mean it's Jon to go, and we're all happy, The Three Stooges gets cut down to two.

Jon's easily the worst player of them all, though. I'd much prefer Jonas.

How did I get myself into this? It's gonna be remarkably tough moving forward.

Until next time.

[SammySosaTV]

[5:03:37 PM] Jonas M: Hey Sammy buddy
[5:06:58 PM] Jonas M: You there? I heard something interesting
[5:11:32 PM] Jonas M: I heard a funny tale and so I looked it up and the date on your timestamp is 9 days after Jabbar went home dot dot dot hmmmmmmmmmm
[5:23:50 PM] Jonas M: Why no reply?
[5:27:08 PM] Jonas M: "So like obviously I wouldn't tell you guys this if I didn't trust you but

I don't actually have an idol lmfao

Essentially I used achieved versions of this website and downloaded the layout, I used a program which made me upload the layout to look like an actual webpage

I took my screenshots/screenshare there that's how I faked it to Jonas

Its actually f*cking hilarious he didn't notice the URL was incorrect but whatever

The reason I wanted to tell you guys is because I've been saying 'I'm using my idol I'm using my idol' and I didn't want you guys to feel betrayed when I don't even stand up to play it.

I just wanted to give you guys a fair warning "
[5:28:00 PM] Jonas M: Sound familiar?
[6:03:39 PM] Sam (SammySosaTV): No comment
[6:03:59 PM] Jonas M: You wanna go back on screenshare?
[6:04:02 PM] Jonas M: I wanna take a rq look at the URL
[6:04:48 PM] Sam (SammySosaTV): Nah man
[6:04:52 PM] Sam (SammySosaTV): You saw it once lol
[6:04:55 PM] Jonas M: Lol
[6:04:58 PM] Jonas M: Mkay
[6:05:03 PM] Jonas M: Have fun Sammy
[6:05:14 PM] Sam (SammySosaTV): God f*cking dammit

Is this f*cking real? How perfect can it get... This isn't possible...

[SammySosaTV]

When would one of my plans ever f*cking work.

[SammySosaTV]

I usually try to find the bright side in these things, and there's one in that at least it's clear to my allies that Jonas and co. are very willing to vote for any of them now. Still, I thought I sold my fake-fake idol thing really well, and it would've been legendary if it went down the way I'd hoped. Another bright side is there are no more idols for any of them to hide behind anymore. Of course, there's no idol for me to hide behind either, but that's neither here nor there. In addition, having Jonas still in the game gives me at least some assurance that my allies would be hesitant to flip on me. I honestly think they're keeping me out to combat him, which I am perfectly fine with.

Coulda shoulda woulda. Moving on.

Where do we go from here? The simple fact of the matter is it's 4-3 in my favor right now. But, you just gotta win immunities now. I have, have to win an immunity for once in my life. I'm not gonna win without immunity wins. Period.

I'm not worried about David or Joe. I'm worried about Jacob flipping. The way he says things publicly, you can just tell he's not wiling to burn any bridges with either side in case he wants to flip. I think Jacob is absolutely capable of flipping, but it's my job to discourage him from flipping.

It just feels like nothing really goes right for me in this game. I think I've faced the most adversity of anyone, aside from maybe Jonas. The only difference is Jonas has had THREE idols to help him out.

I just wasted my only one. But I can't dwell on that, I had to play it. It would've been stupid for me not to under the circumstances. Hindsight is 20/20.

Gotta win immunity.

Until next time.