Your Confessional

[Magnum]

f*ck....now everyone is gonna wanna vote Alex. I don't wanna do that because it gets rid of a number we may need to get rid of Briq/Tom/Expert. f*ck it. I'm down to turn on that alliance this week if that's what we gotta do. Hopefully some way I can put the target back on Jimmy though.

[Magnum]

Now Expert is arguing so vehemently against Jimmy going. Which is funny since they've been at each others throats for a while. He also doesn't realize the more he pushes for Alex to go, the more he's literally digging his own grave. If the alliance decides on voting Alex, Cole and I are 100% turning on Expert and voting him out this week. So please, for your own sake, agree to vote Jimmy.

[Magnum]

Well....the game has been flipped upside down and sh*t's about to hit the fan.

[Magnum]

Damn...worked to perfection. No backlash so far either. RIP Enchilada. Played a solid game in the beginning, getting the anti-vets alliance together. No way I could've went all the way to the end with him, so he had to go.

[Magnum]

So now me and Cole have a fake final 3 with Jimmy (really don't plan on taking him that far, he's too big of a jury threat), solidified our group of 4 with Alex/Ricardo, which is now gunning for Briq, Tom, Bryan, and Vova (who isn't going anywhere, he's our tropical flavor Final 3), and are in the process of reeling Vova back in. I like our chances of going all the way if we can keep it together.

[Magnum]

We're blindsiding Briq this vote. They (Briq/Tom) think we're voting Jimmy out, when in actuality we're gonna stab them in the back violently....again lol. For some reason I feel a lot worse about it this time. Briq's a good dude (so is Tom tbh), but he's too damn good to bring deep into the game. I feel awful about this, but whatever. Once again, Vova isn't on the same page as us either. I'm starting to wonder if he's even with us at this point.

[Magnum]

I feel like such a scumbag this season. I've lied to/screwed over so many people. Luckily no one has taken it personal so far, but I'm starting to question if it's worth it. If I lose this season, I'll feel like the biggest a**hole ever after all of this haha.

[Magnum]

Vova told Briq he's going. f*ck. It's waaay too early for him to know. The guy has won the game previously and made it to the end on BB. I'm certain he can flip a few people if he's given enough time. I understand Vova wants to be loyal/a nice guy. But I'm going to be absolutely livid if this screws me.

[Magnum]

He was going for sure. He didn't even know it either. He was under the impression that I was gonna use my veto on Ricardo. Now he knows for a fact everyone's on board to get rid of him, and he knows I'm a complete liar. If he's gonna flip this on anyone, it'll be me. God f*cking damn it. Working with Vova is really hard sometimes. You have to work around the fact that he's overly loyal and is willing to risk his (and his allies) game to not be an a**hole. And we're gonna take this guy to the end so everyone can vote for him for being nice/honest? I'm so f*cking pissed right now it's unbelievable. I have a feeling this will screw me over. After everything went so f*cking well from last vote up until now.

[Magnum]

Now Cole told him too. Holy sh*t. f*ck everyone in the game at this point.

[Magnum]

And now Vova doesn't wanna vote for Briq anymore. Good f*cking lord. You tell him he's going, then you don't even vote for him? I thought the whole point of telling was so that he wouldn't feel like a scumbag for voting for him. Now he's not even voting that way, and the only scumbag right now is me. Cole basically threw me under the bus by telling too. He knew I was lying to Briq up until now. Way to have my back, team. f*ck all of you.

[Magnum]

So Bryan kept Briq I guess? I was expecting a 7-3 vote. Oh well, we got the result we wanted so I'm not complaining.

[Magnum]

Cole doesn't think Vova's with us LOL. If Vova turns around and stabs us in the back, that'd be the greatest blindside in the history of life. I wouldn't even be mad at that point. I just don't see it. The guy seems way too honest to do that.

[Magnum]

Cole went to Tom and told him he'd save him only if he (Cole) wins immunity (so Tom can't flip the vote on him). Who the f*ck would be okay with that sh*t? "Yeah Cole, great deal! Go win that immunity so I can be safe!"....WTF

Tom's obviously gonna go to Ricardo/Alex/Bryan/Jimmy and tell them what Cole said, and now the target is on me and Cole. On top of that, why would he tell me that? He just confirmed to me that he doesn't give a f*ck whatsoever if I'm at risk, but there's no way he'd do the same if he was at risk. I'm not playing that sh*t. I've been loyal to him from day 1 and have had him in my plans to go to the end from the jump. If he continues to show me that he doesn't value me as an ally and is willing to risk me going home, I'm f*cking stabbing him straight in the back at Final 3/4. He's got 3 strikes, that's 1.

[Magnum]

I really think Tom might flip this on us this week. I'm really f*cking paranoid. I feel like what Cole said to Tom might end up burying us.

[Magnum]

In the process of setting up a Final 4 with Me/Vova/Cole/Jimmy. Once we get that solidified, we're gonna vote the same way this week (hopefully), and I'm gonna cancel the f*ck out of one of the other votes. Really glad I held onto my power. I just had a feeling I'd need it this week.

[Magnum]

I really don't feel like doing this challenge...sigh.

Aren't endurance challenges reserved for the end?

[Magnum]

Could've had a shot at immunity I guess, but whatever. I would need to go 2-3 more hours to beat Alex and I'm just not motivated to do that. Hopefully everyone's being honest and I make it through the week anyway.

[Magnum]

I was talking to Alex throughout that immunity (only reason I went that long tbh. That convo made the comp much less boring tbh, so thanks Alex), and he said I was safe. He's a pretty honest guy so I'm feeling pretty good about my chances of staying. I know Cole and Vova won't vote against me. If Alex/Ricardo don't either, then I have nothing to worry about. Jimmy is also another pretty honest guy, and he says he's with me. So honestly, I don't even f*cking know why I should be worried/paranoid this week. But I always am for whatever reason. These f*cking forum games are not good for my god damn health tbh lol. I should not be stressed out, it's the f*cking summer. It has been kinda fun though, not gonna lie. I'm just not ready for it all to end. I can live with a 2nd or 3rd place finish. Wouldn't even be that mad at 4th or 5th. f*cking 7th would be devastating though. I feel like I played too hard to finish 7th lol. So hopefully everyone's being honest. If not, whatever I guess. I feel like I justified my all star selection this season (even if no one else does) so that's cool (still don't know why Nate put me on the cast, there must've been like 6-7 people more deserving on my season at least). I didn't sit around and do nothing. But yeah, finishing 7th after having to stab Briq and Expert in the back would suck. Anyway, whatever. f*ck this I'm out

[Magnum]

Tom isn't gonna go down quietly. Hopefully everyone stays solid and votes him out though. He just messaged me, which is a pretty good sign. That means he probably hasn't flipped anyone yet.